1 00:00:04,700 --> 00:00:21,700 [ © anoXmous @ https://thepiratebay.sx/user/anoXmous/] 2 00:00:24,005 --> 00:00:26,506 Let's, uhm... Let's not have people come in. 3 00:00:26,516 --> 00:00:29,356 I'd like to do this without anybody in here. 4 00:00:29,358 --> 00:00:31,408 Could everybody split, that doesn't have to be here. Thanks. 5 00:00:31,417 --> 00:00:33,468 - Maybe we can keep... - And close the door. 6 00:00:33,468 --> 00:00:36,138 - Keep people away from the door. - Is that good? 7 00:00:36,159 --> 00:00:37,699 Yep. Thank you 8 00:00:52,973 --> 00:00:56,244 "And never have I felt so deeply at one and the same time 9 00:00:58,624 --> 00:01:04,216 so detached from myself and so present in the world" 10 00:01:04,220 --> 00:01:06,467 (Albert Camus) French philosopher and writer 11 00:01:23,720 --> 00:01:25,744 "For Henry" 12 00:01:35,395 --> 00:01:38,615 I wasn't good in school. I didn't care for school. 13 00:01:39,156 --> 00:01:42,756 Uhm ... It was nice socially, my own experience, but 14 00:01:42,776 --> 00:01:44,087 I kinda just went along... 15 00:01:45,658 --> 00:01:47,158 I started off as a music major. 16 00:01:47,167 --> 00:01:49,599 I was gonna be a Rock 'n' Roll star. 17 00:01:49,639 --> 00:01:51,198 But that didn't quite work out. 18 00:01:51,529 --> 00:01:53,180 In 1985, 19 00:01:53,810 --> 00:01:56,390 during a hurricane, hurricane Gloria, 20 00:01:57,051 --> 00:02:00,131 I was walk... I was taking a train into the city to work. 21 00:02:00,171 --> 00:02:04,182 I'd gotten to work and I was on the phone with my brother-in-law, 22 00:02:04,382 --> 00:02:07,383 who had just started teaching, 23 00:02:07,653 --> 00:02:09,464 and he said that he was off from school. 24 00:02:09,684 --> 00:02:10,885 Now, now, wait a second, 25 00:02:10,885 --> 00:02:12,685 You're off from school for hurricane 26 00:02:12,696 --> 00:02:15,696 and I'm goin' into the city to work in an Office building? 27 00:02:15,735 --> 00:02:18,787 I said: "Woa, that's a pretty good kick, right." 28 00:02:20,007 --> 00:02:24,258 My mom was a teacher and I knew without a shadow of a doubt 29 00:02:24,319 --> 00:02:27,288 from early childhood that the one job I would never do 30 00:02:27,299 --> 00:02:30,269 was become a teacher. 31 00:02:30,270 --> 00:02:32,970 Never ever I would take toll cards on a turnpike. 32 00:02:32,970 --> 00:02:36,902 I'd be a shepard, anything, rather than become a teacher. 33 00:02:38,603 --> 00:02:40,603 I decided to become a teacher because I wanted to do 34 00:02:40,612 --> 00:02:42,544 something with my life besides what I was doing 35 00:02:42,553 --> 00:02:45,293 which was driving a truck, for a company and, 36 00:02:45,304 --> 00:02:48,095 I decided I wanted to do a little bit better for myself 37 00:02:48,105 --> 00:02:49,545 so I got into teaching a little bit. 38 00:02:49,546 --> 00:02:53,195 I went back to school at the age of 37. 39 00:02:53,375 --> 00:02:55,267 A friend of mine from college... 40 00:02:55,267 --> 00:02:57,217 His aunt was the... 41 00:02:57,227 --> 00:02:59,518 Principle of an all-girls inner city school 42 00:02:59,527 --> 00:03:03,049 in Newark, New Jersey, and they were desperate for teachers 43 00:03:03,199 --> 00:03:06,050 So, I thought "Great, I can do this for a year, 44 00:03:06,050 --> 00:03:09,400 it'll keep my father from making me get a job at Prudential, 45 00:03:09,450 --> 00:03:13,541 and then I'll figure out what I wanna do." 46 00:03:16,202 --> 00:03:18,704 Well, they called me up asking me to go to an interview, 47 00:03:19,043 --> 00:03:21,043 and I happened to get an job 48 00:03:21,324 --> 00:03:23,164 in a Junior High school, in Queens, 49 00:03:23,455 --> 00:03:25,645 and I ended up... 50 00:03:25,884 --> 00:03:29,917 starting it at my... What's now?... my 30th year. 51 00:03:33,407 --> 00:03:37,008 Most of the teachers here, at one point... 52 00:03:38,359 --> 00:03:40,719 ...they believed..., 53 00:03:41,410 --> 00:03:44,161 that they could make a difference 54 00:03:44,170 --> 00:03:47,961 You know, I know how important it is to 55 00:03:48,001 --> 00:03:52,212 have guidance and to have 56 00:03:55,473 --> 00:03:59,254 someone help understand the complexities 57 00:03:59,264 --> 00:04:00,995 of the world that we live in. 58 00:04:01,014 --> 00:04:05,886 I didn't really have that growing up. 59 00:04:10,227 --> 00:04:27,072 Producers: 60 00:04:28,923 --> 00:04:34,424 Written by: 61 00:04:35,264 --> 00:04:39,265 Directed by: 62 00:04:40,026 --> 00:04:42,437 I am money. 63 00:04:43,076 --> 00:04:46,037 I change hands like a dollar bill 64 00:04:46,068 --> 00:04:51,068 that's been robbed by a lamp 65 00:04:51,070 --> 00:04:53,159 when a genie appeared and cried loudly, with volume. 66 00:04:53,539 --> 00:04:56,719 But the tears were all for myself. 67 00:04:56,980 --> 00:04:59,731 And that's where it all went wrong. 68 00:05:32,179 --> 00:05:34,370 Hi, Lupe, Dean Vargas here. 69 00:05:34,640 --> 00:05:38,921 I'm sick and I won't be coming in today, allright? 70 00:05:44,043 --> 00:05:46,164 Get to the point, Dr. Heart. I've got a school to run. 71 00:05:46,165 --> 00:05:48,805 The State's score have gone down in the last three years. 72 00:05:48,805 --> 00:05:50,735 - You're not delivering... - Don't pretend like you don't know the game. 73 00:05:50,744 --> 00:05:52,946 You earmarked my school as the transfer dome 74 00:05:52,955 --> 00:05:55,456 for the worst kids in the district. 75 00:05:55,458 --> 00:05:56,747 Well, kids deserve an education, don't you agree? 76 00:05:56,757 --> 00:05:59,087 I agree you're jerking of and wasting my time. 77 00:05:59,097 --> 00:06:01,968 - Get to the point, Dr. Heart... - We need consensus builders. 78 00:06:02,099 --> 00:06:05,199 - New methodology. - You're corportizing the system. 79 00:06:05,228 --> 00:06:08,000 No, we're cleaning house. 80 00:06:08,049 --> 00:06:11,250 Our superintendent feels that it's time your stepped down. 81 00:06:11,351 --> 00:06:14,651 Babe, you got some fuckin' nerve coming into my yard 82 00:06:14,662 --> 00:06:16,252 with the heart fuckin' self. 83 00:06:16,262 --> 00:06:19,753 Carol, there was a time when you were an educator. 84 00:06:20,133 --> 00:06:23,053 You were very well respected. 85 00:06:23,253 --> 00:06:26,955 Why don't you go out on top? 86 00:06:38,439 --> 00:06:39,438 Oi! 87 00:06:39,559 --> 00:06:41,858 Everybody sit down and shut up, 88 00:06:41,919 --> 00:06:44,920 or I'll start pulling out the referrals. 89 00:06:45,140 --> 00:06:46,020 Sit! 90 00:06:46,330 --> 00:06:47,551 Sit down! 91 00:06:48,201 --> 00:06:50,282 I am starting the DVD. 92 00:06:51,022 --> 00:06:53,092 I am starting the DVD. 93 00:07:18,139 --> 00:07:20,429 - Barth or Barthes - Barth. Mr. Barth. 94 00:07:20,885 --> 00:07:22,344 Mr. Barth Henry 95 00:07:23,221 --> 00:07:25,761 So you've taken long term assignments at the 96 00:07:25,761 --> 00:07:28,042 "Lock and McArthur"? 97 00:07:28,043 --> 00:07:29,392 The Fringe. 98 00:07:29,803 --> 00:07:31,823 Well, that's... That's... 99 00:07:32,833 --> 00:07:36,524 This a month-long assignment, until I can fill it permanently. 100 00:07:36,785 --> 00:07:38,675 I asked to meet with you because you come 101 00:07:38,684 --> 00:07:42,876 highly recommended as the best sub on the call sheet. 102 00:07:42,976 --> 00:07:46,476 That's a somewhat dubious endorsement. 103 00:07:46,606 --> 00:07:48,678 I agree, Mr. Barth. 104 00:07:48,678 --> 00:07:51,168 You'll find many of your students functioning 105 00:07:51,178 --> 00:07:56,180 well below grade level. 106 00:07:55,350 --> 00:07:58,229 Teach the Curriculum, most importantly. 107 00:07:56,181 --> 00:07:55,329 That's your task to try and get them caught up. 108 00:07:58,281 --> 00:07:59,930 Understood? 109 00:08:13,867 --> 00:08:16,688 - Good morning - Good morning 110 00:08:17,086 --> 00:08:18,166 I'm Mr. Barth 111 00:08:18,535 --> 00:08:21,407 Those of you who haven't heard, this is English 11 A. 112 00:08:21,407 --> 00:08:22,460 - Yes - Yeah 113 00:08:22,461 --> 00:08:24,287 Listen up, I have one rule. 114 00:08:25,191 --> 00:08:26,001 Just one. 115 00:08:26,968 --> 00:08:29,089 If you don't wish to be here 116 00:08:29,539 --> 00:08:30,738 don't come. 117 00:08:30,839 --> 00:08:32,589 Dude, what does that mean? 118 00:08:32,619 --> 00:08:35,181 It's not dude, it's Mr. Barth. 119 00:08:35,291 --> 00:08:36,800 The S is silent. 120 00:08:37,001 --> 00:08:39,001 - You're fuckin' gay. - Marcus, shut up! 121 00:08:39,011 --> 00:08:40,842 No, you shut up! 122 00:08:40,842 --> 00:08:43,022 You diet Bitch! 123 00:08:46,684 --> 00:08:47,773 Hey, Marcus. 124 00:08:48,754 --> 00:08:49,674 Guess what. 125 00:08:49,794 --> 00:08:50,895 What? 126 00:08:50,895 --> 00:08:52,045 You're free to leave. 127 00:08:52,265 --> 00:08:54,146 - Like right now? - Like right now. 128 00:08:54,155 --> 00:08:57,097 - Hiya... - See you later, man. 129 00:08:57,146 --> 00:09:00,107 - What's the fuck? You want me to go to the Dean's Office? 130 00:09:00,108 --> 00:09:02,347 - I don't care where you go. 131 00:09:02,408 --> 00:09:04,059 Everyone pull out a sheet of paper. 132 00:09:04,078 --> 00:09:06,319 I'd like to assess what your individual writing skills are. 133 00:09:06,518 --> 00:09:08,099 What if we got no paper? 134 00:09:08,119 --> 00:09:10,800 Okay here is the situation. You're dead. 135 00:09:10,821 --> 00:09:13,750 - Alright, write an brief but detailed essay about... 136 00:09:13,761 --> 00:09:16,202 - Hey jackass! I asked you a fucking question! 137 00:09:16,203 --> 00:09:19,252 ...about what a friend or a parent 138 00:09:19,302 --> 00:09:22,313 might say about you during your funeral. OK? 139 00:09:23,103 --> 00:09:25,485 - You have 30 minutes. - Oh, shit... 140 00:09:27,804 --> 00:09:30,936 I asked you a motherfuckin' question, didn't I? 141 00:09:39,172 --> 00:09:40,244 Anything else? 142 00:09:40,829 --> 00:09:45,490 You'd better back the fuck up before I fuckin' wreck your shit. 143 00:09:47,690 --> 00:09:48,821 That bag, 144 00:09:49,091 --> 00:09:53,742 It doesn't have any feelings. It's empty. 145 00:09:53,742 --> 00:09:56,813 I don't have any feelings you can hurt either. OK? 146 00:09:57,213 --> 00:09:59,803 I understand you're angry. 147 00:10:00,113 --> 00:10:03,564 I used to be very angry too, OK. I get it. 148 00:10:03,575 --> 00:10:06,065 You have no reason to be angry with me, because 149 00:10:06,075 --> 00:10:09,466 I am one of the few people that's here trying to give you an opportunity. 150 00:10:09,496 --> 00:10:11,086 Now I am going to ask you, 151 00:10:11,086 --> 00:10:14,818 you just sit down, and do your best, 152 00:10:14,827 --> 00:10:18,819 and I'll give you a piece of paper. How's that? 153 00:10:23,640 --> 00:10:26,911 Can I get a fuckin' pen too? 154 00:10:27,842 --> 00:10:31,412 Kids don't have any attention span. They're bored. 155 00:10:31,413 --> 00:10:35,324 So how are you supposed to reel them in with classic literature 156 00:10:35,454 --> 00:10:42,666 if they don't believe that you 157 00:10:43,276 --> 00:10:46,346 have something meaningful to share. 158 00:10:50,577 --> 00:10:53,648 Thank you. 159 00:10:56,309 --> 00:10:59,730 Why did you throw Marcus out of class but not Jerry? 160 00:10:59,740 --> 00:11:02,331 Well I had to make an example out of somebody. 161 00:11:02,731 --> 00:11:04,681 You know, Marcus verbally assaulted you, 162 00:11:04,681 --> 00:11:06,532 and that's not allowed in my classroom. 163 00:11:06,542 --> 00:11:09,493 And, what they say to me isn't material. 164 00:11:10,332 --> 00:11:12,354 What's your name? 165 00:11:12,404 --> 00:11:13,474 Meredith. 166 00:11:14,183 --> 00:11:16,464 Nice to meet you, Meredith. 167 00:11:16,954 --> 00:11:20,335 So you really don't care what the kids say to you? 168 00:11:20,346 --> 00:11:22,567 Perhaps I've gotten used to it. 169 00:11:22,686 --> 00:11:24,236 I wish I could be that strong. 170 00:11:24,247 --> 00:11:27,538 It doesn't take strength, Meredith. You gotta... 171 00:11:27,738 --> 00:11:32,339 understand that unfortunately most people lack self-awareness. 172 00:11:32,459 --> 00:11:34,140 You should really keep that in mind as you had 173 00:11:34,149 --> 00:11:36,110 another transient of second period. 174 00:11:36,120 --> 00:11:40,191 You'll meet them again at every age. 175 00:11:42,612 --> 00:11:45,563 - I want to see the Principle! - That's her, mom. 176 00:11:45,633 --> 00:11:48,644 You're the bitch that expelled my baby? And for what? 177 00:11:48,644 --> 00:11:51,245 - Excuse me, maybe you'd like... - Because you can't handle it? 178 00:11:51,254 --> 00:11:52,775 Bitch why are you here? 179 00:11:52,785 --> 00:11:57,775 You wanna be at home everyday. I don't have time for this bullshit! 180 00:11:57,777 --> 00:11:57,906 - Keep your voice down! - Why are you here? 181 00:11:58,106 --> 00:12:00,346 Hey mam, clam down. We'll go talk about this 182 00:12:00,357 --> 00:12:03,198 in the Dean's Office. - I ain't goin' nowhere with you. 183 00:12:03,198 --> 00:12:04,848 Look, miss, I know you're angry 184 00:12:04,858 --> 00:12:07,448 but they won't listen to you, you need to talk to me. 185 00:12:07,738 --> 00:12:10,540 - Racist bitch, I'ma sue your ass. - Come on, ladies. 186 00:12:10,641 --> 00:12:11,693 This way 187 00:12:12,529 --> 00:12:14,351 - Ladies - What happened? 188 00:12:14,491 --> 00:12:16,601 Bitch, if you gimme any mo' shit in the class 189 00:12:16,612 --> 00:12:20,852 and I'ma getta my niggas fuckin' gang rape your ass! 190 00:12:34,117 --> 00:12:39,197 - Excuse me. Are you new here? - It's, first day. 191 00:12:39,198 --> 00:12:41,608 Welcome. That was quite a scene back there. 192 00:12:42,609 --> 00:12:46,840 I was a little stunned. But it's actually safe here. 193 00:12:47,119 --> 00:12:50,410 - Sorry, I'm Miss Madison. - I am Henry, Henry Barth. 194 00:13:10,966 --> 00:13:15,948 Whatever is on my mind, I say there's a feeling. 195 00:13:16,087 --> 00:13:17,588 I'm truthful to myself. 196 00:13:18,087 --> 00:13:21,059 I am young, and I'm old. 197 00:13:21,069 --> 00:13:23,630 I've been bought and I've been sold, 198 00:13:23,749 --> 00:13:26,070 so many times. 199 00:13:28,731 --> 00:13:32,402 I am hard to face. I am gone. 200 00:13:32,461 --> 00:13:34,753 I am just like you. 201 00:13:36,073 --> 00:13:37,063 Patricia! 202 00:13:41,544 --> 00:13:44,545 Patricia! 203 00:14:01,940 --> 00:14:03,960 - Hello? - Henry, it's Rita, from the hospital. 204 00:14:04,261 --> 00:14:06,772 He's done it again, you need to get down here. 205 00:14:07,082 --> 00:14:09,962 Bastards, leave me alone! 206 00:14:09,973 --> 00:14:11,183 Why aren't you handling this? 207 00:14:11,184 --> 00:14:12,464 I can't get him out! 208 00:14:12,466 --> 00:14:16,035 - You come and get him. - Patricia. 209 00:14:19,535 --> 00:14:21,375 Thanks. 210 00:14:22,766 --> 00:14:25,237 Grandpa, come on. It's Henry, open the door. 211 00:14:25,887 --> 00:14:26,866 Patricia! 212 00:14:27,188 --> 00:14:28,868 No, it's Henry. It's Henry. 213 00:14:29,188 --> 00:14:30,969 - Who? - It's Henry. 214 00:14:30,969 --> 00:14:35,490 Grandpa, please, open... Open the door. 215 00:14:38,240 --> 00:14:40,491 Hi, sweetheart. 216 00:14:40,541 --> 00:14:43,562 I thought you were your mom. 217 00:14:44,862 --> 00:14:46,193 You're dressed okay, there... 218 00:14:46,193 --> 00:14:47,993 Were you going somewhere? 219 00:14:48,022 --> 00:14:49,993 Now I'm goin' to work. 220 00:14:49,994 --> 00:14:53,264 You are tired, OK? 221 00:14:53,484 --> 00:14:57,656 It's very, very late so I need you to go to sleep, OK? 222 00:14:58,005 --> 00:15:00,297 Lets come to bed. 223 00:15:03,787 --> 00:15:05,307 How're you doin', huh? 224 00:15:10,330 --> 00:15:14,001 Some old people sleep a lot before they die. 225 00:15:15,340 --> 00:15:18,851 Isn't that silly? 226 00:15:37,145 --> 00:15:37,965 Fuck. 227 00:15:41,208 --> 00:15:43,309 - Everything okay? - You shut up! 228 00:15:43,482 --> 00:15:44,378 You listen 229 00:15:45,028 --> 00:15:47,410 I know you're just some under-educated drone 230 00:15:47,410 --> 00:15:50,210 passing the time with these old dying people 231 00:15:50,460 --> 00:15:53,911 But I'm paying for his assisted living, and you're not assisting him. 232 00:15:53,951 --> 00:15:57,611 I told you, take the lock off of his bathroom door! 233 00:15:58,112 --> 00:16:00,033 You know how he gets at night and forgets? 234 00:16:00,033 --> 00:16:03,613 So you need to be there for him, to make him feel safe. 235 00:16:03,813 --> 00:16:05,214 Let me be very clear here! 236 00:16:05,264 --> 00:16:10,815 You stop neglecting his needs or I'll start fucking with yours! 237 00:16:10,817 --> 00:16:12,716 I will have you fired! 238 00:16:12,786 --> 00:16:15,467 Then it's gonna be your family! 239 00:16:15,497 --> 00:16:17,017 Your children, 240 00:16:17,017 --> 00:16:19,418 are gonna be at risk! 241 00:16:19,666 --> 00:16:20,970 You got it?! 242 00:16:21,267 --> 00:16:22,363 I got it. 243 00:16:22,459 --> 00:16:26,919 Don't you ever make me come down here again at this hour, OK? 244 00:17:17,345 --> 00:17:19,084 Gimme the fuckin' money! 245 00:17:19,135 --> 00:17:21,335 You heard me! Gimmme the fuckin' money! 246 00:17:21,785 --> 00:17:24,055 Give me the fucking money now! 247 00:17:24,066 --> 00:17:26,237 You think I like you? Give me the fucking money! 248 00:17:26,286 --> 00:17:28,287 - You want money? - Now! 249 00:18:11,459 --> 00:18:13,849 Why are you following me? 250 00:18:13,850 --> 00:18:16,211 I am not. It's late, you should be home, not to screw men. 251 00:18:16,215 --> 00:18:18,442 What? Are you crazy now? 252 00:18:18,820 --> 00:18:20,512 - What the fuck is your deal, huh? - Get away from me. 253 00:18:20,512 --> 00:18:23,452 Why did you let that guy beat the shit out of me? 254 00:18:23,502 --> 00:18:26,754 - Huh? You just sat there, like you were a fuckin lemon or something. 255 00:18:26,754 --> 00:18:27,854 Excuse me, I don't wanna talk to you. 256 00:18:27,863 --> 00:18:28,823 You think there's something wrong with that? 257 00:18:28,823 --> 00:18:30,754 Listen, little kid. 258 00:18:30,774 --> 00:18:32,924 I don't know how old you were when it all went wrong, 259 00:18:32,924 --> 00:18:34,595 but this isn't the fucking answer, OK? 260 00:18:34,595 --> 00:18:35,706 You'll figure it out, 261 00:18:35,716 --> 00:18:38,456 'cause you're gonne get really old really quick. 262 00:18:38,457 --> 00:18:38,957 Know that! - Why are you so mean to me, huh? 263 00:18:38,966 --> 00:18:40,477 You don't think I have feelings? 264 00:18:40,757 --> 00:18:43,058 Do you? Do you have feelings? 265 00:18:43,107 --> 00:18:44,077 Listen, pal! 266 00:18:44,077 --> 00:18:45,668 I mean, between you and me 267 00:18:45,888 --> 00:18:48,560 you look like you've got more problems than me. 268 00:18:48,679 --> 00:18:50,459 - Oh really? - Yeah, really! 269 00:18:50,609 --> 00:18:52,960 - So come on, I'll make you better. - What are you doing? Get off, please. 270 00:18:52,980 --> 00:18:54,060 - Are you flerting with me? - Nothing, 271 00:18:54,071 --> 00:18:55,882 I'm just offering to hang out, if you know what I mean. 272 00:18:55,891 --> 00:18:57,812 - I don't wanna hang out with you. - I don't know. You seem kinda lonely. 273 00:18:57,812 --> 00:19:00,952 Maybe we go back to your place just relax. 274 00:19:02,673 --> 00:19:04,464 Afraid you'll like it? 275 00:19:04,614 --> 00:19:06,765 I'm afraid you've been fucked and thrown away 276 00:19:06,814 --> 00:19:08,654 so many times you've gotten used to it. 277 00:19:08,665 --> 00:19:10,225 Fuck you, man! 278 00:19:11,995 --> 00:19:13,216 Fuck off, queer. 279 00:19:13,776 --> 00:19:16,007 Have a good night, yeah. 280 00:19:16,087 --> 00:19:17,958 Yeah, yeah! Just walk away? Hey? 281 00:19:18,457 --> 00:19:20,997 Where are you going? 282 00:19:36,653 --> 00:19:39,453 "He just fucks their shit up, and..." 283 00:19:39,744 --> 00:19:42,063 "The ladies cry for me ..." 284 00:19:42,372 --> 00:19:43,992 "At the funeral" 285 00:19:44,094 --> 00:19:46,575 "'cause I aint around no more," 286 00:19:46,855 --> 00:19:49,115 "to dicks that split up ..." 287 00:19:49,332 --> 00:19:51,399 "Raw and shit ..." 288 00:19:51,967 --> 00:19:54,457 "And ma boys all gets faded ..." 289 00:19:54,457 --> 00:19:58,488 "pleasin' that skunk shit and fuck." 290 00:19:59,769 --> 00:20:00,579 Toni V. 291 00:20:04,560 --> 00:20:06,701 You know it's funny I spend a lot of time 292 00:20:07,281 --> 00:20:11,782 trying to not have to deal, to not really commit. 293 00:20:12,202 --> 00:20:13,863 I am a substitute teacher. 294 00:20:14,122 --> 00:20:16,504 There's no real responsibility to teach. 295 00:20:16,633 --> 00:20:19,384 The responsibility is to maintain order, 296 00:20:19,395 --> 00:20:22,385 make sure nobody kills anybody in your classroom, 297 00:20:22,485 --> 00:20:23,845 and then they get to the next period. 298 00:20:23,935 --> 00:20:25,846 "She used to be a sweet girl" 299 00:20:26,406 --> 00:20:28,937 "She never seemed disatisfied with her life." 300 00:20:28,937 --> 00:20:30,498 "And why should she have been?" 301 00:20:30,757 --> 00:20:33,298 "Her mother and I gave her everything she needed ... " 302 00:20:34,048 --> 00:20:35,989 "So why did she become so angry?" 303 00:20:36,338 --> 00:20:39,219 "So miserable and mean all of a sudden" 304 00:20:39,223 --> 00:20:40,442 "We don't know." 305 00:20:40,443 --> 00:20:42,701 "Frankly, it doesn't reflect on us." 306 00:20:43,291 --> 00:20:44,981 "We were good parents" 307 00:20:45,842 --> 00:20:48,541 "But still, she repaid us for all we've done" 308 00:20:48,773 --> 00:20:50,593 "by killing herself" 309 00:20:51,573 --> 00:20:53,593 "Stupid selfish Child" 310 00:20:53,593 --> 00:20:57,845 "Now she'll never get into Princeton" 311 00:20:58,082 --> 00:20:59,925 No name. 312 00:21:04,796 --> 00:21:06,676 "Hi Lupe, Dean Vargas again" 313 00:21:07,008 --> 00:21:09,059 "I can't do it anymore" 314 00:21:09,464 --> 00:21:12,090 " I ...um I quit! " 315 00:21:18,281 --> 00:21:21,772 Oh, if it isn't the lovely Dr. Parker. 316 00:21:22,602 --> 00:21:25,002 Would you like a happy help you through the day? 317 00:21:25,102 --> 00:21:25,992 They're yummy. 318 00:21:26,053 --> 00:21:31,054 I need you to fill in for Dean Vargas in the second period. 319 00:21:31,055 --> 00:21:32,704 I'm worried about you, Charlie. 320 00:21:37,005 --> 00:21:41,007 I just, er... maybe love watchin' you leave the room. 321 00:21:43,257 --> 00:21:47,068 Mr. Seaboldt. He maintained a sense of humor. 322 00:21:49,078 --> 00:21:53,469 I think the sense of humor is key. I don't posses it. 323 00:21:53,735 --> 00:21:55,255 I mean, I do ... 324 00:21:55,750 --> 00:21:58,161 in a tragic sort of way. 325 00:21:58,161 --> 00:22:00,012 Whatcha doin' here, Mr. Sea? 326 00:22:00,012 --> 00:22:02,062 Uhm, filling in for Dean Vargas. 327 00:22:02,132 --> 00:22:03,963 Vargas is a bitch. 328 00:22:04,393 --> 00:22:07,013 Talk shit, you get slaped like a bitch. 329 00:22:07,114 --> 00:22:09,064 You're not gonna get me no detention neither. 330 00:22:09,074 --> 00:22:12,065 I'm gonna un-fuck your shit uptight, you motherfucker! 331 00:22:12,255 --> 00:22:16,517 Un-shit... No, un-fuck your shit uptight, motherfucker. 332 00:22:16,526 --> 00:22:20,217 Wow! That is, I mean, really poetic. 333 00:22:20,217 --> 00:22:22,618 I mean, that's truly... What, lyrical. 334 00:22:22,618 --> 00:22:24,278 You should take that on the stage. 335 00:22:24,278 --> 00:22:25,839 I mean that shit sells itself. 336 00:22:27,289 --> 00:22:31,467 Umm, hey who could talk some of my thought says 337 00:22:31,910 --> 00:22:35,592 I am going to un-fuck your shit uptight, motherfucker. 338 00:22:36,501 --> 00:22:38,262 I'll tell you what I will do, laddy. 339 00:22:38,262 --> 00:22:39,983 I'll un-fuck your shit uptight. 340 00:22:40,433 --> 00:22:44,524 And un-fuck it right uptight up your ass, you motherfucker. 341 00:22:44,664 --> 00:22:53,176 I'm going to un-fuck your shit uptight, you motherfucker! 342 00:22:53,246 --> 00:22:54,792 I'll tell what, um... 343 00:22:54,798 --> 00:22:57,527 Why don't you have a seat, OK? And then I'll... 344 00:22:57,668 --> 00:23:00,228 I'll back shortly and we'll discuss your bright future. 345 00:23:00,230 --> 00:23:01,805 Okay, my man? 346 00:23:01,809 --> 00:23:03,699 I mean, my motherfucker. 347 00:23:05,730 --> 00:23:07,040 Okay, Mae West? 348 00:23:12,077 --> 00:23:14,368 Ellen, can I see your nipples? 349 00:23:14,403 --> 00:23:16,246 What? No! 350 00:23:17,083 --> 00:23:18,154 Wrong. 351 00:23:18,154 --> 00:23:19,814 See I... Actually I can. 352 00:23:20,244 --> 00:23:22,705 See, that's the whole point, you have to wear bra to school. 353 00:23:23,125 --> 00:23:24,685 Look Mr. Seaboldt, I'm just being me. 354 00:23:24,685 --> 00:23:27,685 I don't tell you how to dress, so you don't tell me. 355 00:23:27,775 --> 00:23:28,846 Capiche? 356 00:23:35,758 --> 00:23:37,539 Ellen, do you know what that is? 357 00:23:38,118 --> 00:23:41,660 It's a beautiful picture of a sunset in Hawaii. 358 00:23:42,020 --> 00:23:43,750 It's rather pretty, isn't it? 359 00:23:44,191 --> 00:23:45,451 Now, Ellen. 360 00:23:46,961 --> 00:23:48,272 Do you know what that is? 361 00:23:48,272 --> 00:23:50,742 That's a vagina infected with gonorrhea. 362 00:23:50,802 --> 00:23:52,253 That's fucking grose. 363 00:23:52,253 --> 00:23:54,483 Yes very. So, you see, 364 00:23:54,483 --> 00:23:57,245 when you come to school dressed like that, you give 365 00:23:57,245 --> 00:23:59,045 you give out the wrong signal. 366 00:23:59,045 --> 00:24:00,745 Don't you want people treat you with respect? 367 00:24:00,785 --> 00:24:01,946 Yo! I get respect. 368 00:24:01,955 --> 00:24:03,845 I don't give it up to every dick in my face. 369 00:24:03,937 --> 00:24:07,176 Every "dick" in your face. 370 00:24:08,307 --> 00:24:10,528 That's respectful. 371 00:24:13,848 --> 00:24:15,949 Put this on. Wear that for the rest... 372 00:24:15,949 --> 00:24:19,000 Hey I said wear that for the rest of the day. 373 00:24:19,376 --> 00:24:20,642 Okay? 374 00:24:20,924 --> 00:24:22,160 Can I go now? 375 00:24:23,201 --> 00:24:25,012 I supposed you can, I mean. 376 00:24:26,272 --> 00:24:28,033 If we're done. Are we done? 377 00:24:28,872 --> 00:24:31,214 - We're done. - We're done. 378 00:24:31,254 --> 00:24:33,625 Another student saved. 379 00:24:36,745 --> 00:24:38,075 Come out of the bathroom, grandma! 380 00:24:39,456 --> 00:24:40,826 Come on granma, open the door. 381 00:24:44,607 --> 00:24:45,867 Hi, grandpa. 382 00:24:47,799 --> 00:24:48,598 Grandpa. 383 00:24:50,748 --> 00:24:51,560 Grandpa. 384 00:24:52,812 --> 00:24:53,801 You okay? 385 00:24:54,000 --> 00:24:55,640 What is it, grandpa? 386 00:24:55,940 --> 00:24:57,571 It's Henry, grandpa. 387 00:24:58,421 --> 00:24:59,912 Grandpa, it's Henry. 388 00:24:59,971 --> 00:25:02,472 - Who? - Are you in pain? 389 00:25:02,472 --> 00:25:05,772 No, no. I ... I pissed myself. 390 00:25:10,775 --> 00:25:13,085 Come on, grandma, open the door! 391 00:25:13,391 --> 00:25:14,305 Excuse me 392 00:25:14,505 --> 00:25:15,567 Excuse me 393 00:25:16,076 --> 00:25:18,776 - Can you come in here please? - We have a little accident? 394 00:25:19,217 --> 00:25:20,958 - Yes - You should ... haa.. 395 00:25:24,648 --> 00:25:29,069 - Do you wanna? - No, no. - See, we're taking care of it. 396 00:25:29,079 --> 00:25:30,360 See? You're okay. 397 00:25:30,360 --> 00:25:34,581 - You right? - Are you doin' any writing, grandpa? 398 00:25:34,781 --> 00:25:36,472 In journals? 399 00:25:36,472 --> 00:25:38,109 No, my life ... 400 00:25:39,012 --> 00:25:42,654 My life isn't worth memoires. 401 00:25:43,504 --> 00:25:45,304 It's ok, it's okay. 402 00:25:46,464 --> 00:25:49,415 I didn't wanna to go out like this. 403 00:25:50,145 --> 00:25:52,586 I hate being a burden. 404 00:25:52,956 --> 00:25:54,336 You're not a burden. 405 00:25:54,336 --> 00:25:55,664 Okay? 406 00:25:56,056 --> 00:25:57,757 You're not a burden. 407 00:25:57,757 --> 00:26:03,068 Sure. You... You like coming here, eh? 408 00:26:04,370 --> 00:26:07,670 Your mother came by today. 409 00:26:07,769 --> 00:26:10,390 Have you spoken to her lately? 410 00:26:11,771 --> 00:26:12,981 No. 411 00:26:14,852 --> 00:26:18,672 Now, you tell her I'm fine? 412 00:26:20,373 --> 00:26:25,085 You always say you're fine, but I know you hide things from me. 413 00:26:25,274 --> 00:26:27,476 You've always been closed off. 414 00:26:27,996 --> 00:26:30,306 Ever since you were a kid. 415 00:26:30,559 --> 00:26:32,153 Why is that? 416 00:26:35,221 --> 00:26:36,751 Why? 417 00:26:38,629 --> 00:26:42,590 Ah, you're upset. I shouldn't say these things to you... 418 00:26:42,640 --> 00:26:46,091 - I don't mean to make you... - You haven't upset me, grandpa. 419 00:26:46,111 --> 00:26:49,181 It's that I don't wanna talk about the past. 420 00:26:49,431 --> 00:26:53,143 You and I remember it very differently. 421 00:26:54,573 --> 00:26:57,574 Get rest, O.K? Close your eyes. I'm here. 422 00:26:58,195 --> 00:27:03,095 - I am in here with you - When you stop coming, Henry 423 00:27:03,115 --> 00:27:05,015 I'll die. 424 00:27:08,437 --> 00:27:10,517 Fuck. 425 00:27:49,968 --> 00:27:51,008 You got a smoke? 426 00:27:52,199 --> 00:27:54,479 No, I don't have a smoke. 427 00:27:54,910 --> 00:27:57,101 Where did you go, eh? 428 00:27:58,901 --> 00:28:01,441 - What are you gonna do now? - What are you gonna do, little kid? 429 00:28:01,681 --> 00:28:02,932 I don't know. 430 00:28:04,192 --> 00:28:07,493 Can you lend me ten bucks? 431 00:28:07,653 --> 00:28:10,913 Come on, man I'm hungry. 432 00:28:21,957 --> 00:28:25,988 I may have something to eat at my place. 433 00:28:37,016 --> 00:28:39,646 Come in, wash your hands. 434 00:28:42,302 --> 00:28:45,183 There's soap over there. 435 00:28:59,168 --> 00:29:01,177 Sit down. 436 00:29:04,009 --> 00:29:07,279 Really nice place you got. 437 00:29:16,871 --> 00:29:18,733 Thanks. 438 00:29:22,684 --> 00:29:26,204 - You got anything stronger? - Eat your sandwich. 439 00:29:47,481 --> 00:29:49,722 Hey, hold on man! 440 00:29:49,740 --> 00:29:52,722 - It's a 100 bucks. - Relax... 441 00:30:21,671 --> 00:30:23,581 What? 442 00:30:24,980 --> 00:30:29,142 - Have you been raped recently? - What do you care? 443 00:30:29,402 --> 00:30:33,404 I'm not sure that I do particulary. 444 00:30:33,503 --> 00:30:37,534 Find and put something on it. 445 00:30:48,158 --> 00:30:51,028 Look, I gotta get back. 446 00:30:51,120 --> 00:30:52,310 Back? 447 00:30:52,639 --> 00:30:53,748 Back where? 448 00:30:54,659 --> 00:30:55,779 Listen, buddy, 449 00:30:55,779 --> 00:30:58,460 If you don't got the money it's cool. I mean, 450 00:30:58,510 --> 00:30:59,770 I like you. 451 00:31:00,071 --> 00:31:01,511 I'll blow you for 50? 452 00:31:01,511 --> 00:31:02,561 Listen to me, 453 00:31:02,561 --> 00:31:05,422 knock off the bullsit, okay? 454 00:31:08,163 --> 00:31:09,993 Come in the bathroom. 455 00:31:25,368 --> 00:31:28,588 It's gonna sting a little bit. 456 00:31:30,569 --> 00:31:32,279 Why are you doing this? 457 00:31:32,560 --> 00:31:35,977 Take a shower 458 00:31:36,521 --> 00:31:39,142 - This is fresh towel. - Thanks. 459 00:32:09,840 --> 00:32:12,031 Go to sleep. 460 00:33:08,038 --> 00:33:09,146 Hello, this is Dr. Parker 461 00:33:09,148 --> 00:33:12,548 My son's ADHD and I looked it up online, and that's what hes' got. 462 00:33:12,557 --> 00:33:14,028 Now you gotta get im a free laptop. 463 00:33:14,327 --> 00:33:15,628 Mr. Kevin, your son Oliver injured a student. 464 00:33:17,749 --> 00:33:19,548 His problems are behavioral. 465 00:33:19,559 --> 00:33:22,549 Hey, my kid's got a disability and he's not learning anything, 466 00:33:22,549 --> 00:33:23,730 and this is your fault! 467 00:33:23,730 --> 00:33:25,500 Hey, hey... What are you doing? 468 00:33:25,601 --> 00:33:27,901 What is the matter with you? 469 00:33:27,901 --> 00:33:30,202 As it is, our resources emaciated. 470 00:33:30,222 --> 00:33:33,223 Now, I heave real LD kids that need my attention. 471 00:33:33,503 --> 00:33:37,303 He's always mad all the time because he's not getting the services he needs. 472 00:33:37,334 --> 00:33:40,884 No Child Left Behind promises me my rights. 473 00:33:40,886 --> 00:33:44,656 You'll be hearing from my lawyer. - Mr... 474 00:34:23,347 --> 00:34:27,758 Hey, what are you doing? What is this? 475 00:34:31,739 --> 00:34:35,770 What is this? Funny? Get to class. Get to class right now. 476 00:34:37,181 --> 00:34:39,521 What's the joke? I don't get the joke. Huh? 477 00:34:39,631 --> 00:34:42,022 Is this funny? Does that look good to you? 478 00:34:42,062 --> 00:34:45,923 You like hurting animals? Huh?! Is that what you like to do? 479 00:34:45,972 --> 00:34:49,063 Answer me! You like hurting animals? You like this?! 480 00:34:49,063 --> 00:34:52,635 Come here. Go. Lets go. Come on. 481 00:34:52,745 --> 00:34:54,815 Walk 482 00:35:01,077 --> 00:35:03,527 Mr. Raymond, the studies have shown that kids 483 00:35:03,538 --> 00:35:06,078 who are prone to hurting animals at an early age 484 00:35:06,089 --> 00:35:09,220 eventually fall into a high percentage of adults 485 00:35:09,229 --> 00:35:13,730 who may fail to develop even the most basic feeling for people. 486 00:35:14,180 --> 00:35:15,480 Raven. 487 00:35:18,109 --> 00:35:20,175 How do you feel about this? 488 00:35:20,351 --> 00:35:21,945 I feel ... 489 00:35:22,699 --> 00:35:24,221 Trapped. 490 00:35:24,522 --> 00:35:26,584 Like the cat. 491 00:36:04,065 --> 00:36:04,886 Fuck. 492 00:36:06,088 --> 00:36:07,591 Who are you? Why? 493 00:36:08,345 --> 00:36:10,196 Did you pay? Did you pay her? 494 00:36:10,236 --> 00:36:13,287 - Yeah alright, here... - Pay her! 495 00:36:13,626 --> 00:36:17,439 - Alright, here, take... - What are you paying me for, huh?! 496 00:36:17,688 --> 00:36:18,899 It wasn't in my mouth! 497 00:36:19,988 --> 00:36:22,840 Get fuck out of here. Get out of here! Fuck! 498 00:36:25,080 --> 00:36:27,181 Don't hurt me! 499 00:36:34,788 --> 00:36:35,588 Here ... 500 00:36:38,584 --> 00:36:40,534 Change your sheets! 501 00:36:51,267 --> 00:36:53,678 How do you do it kid? 502 00:36:58,300 --> 00:37:00,869 Please don't be mad at me. 503 00:37:00,950 --> 00:37:02,210 I am not mad at you. 504 00:37:02,891 --> 00:37:05,111 Don't think about leaving me. 505 00:37:06,041 --> 00:37:08,792 I won't do it anymore, I promise. 506 00:37:08,803 --> 00:37:10,872 You don't need to promise me. 507 00:37:13,263 --> 00:37:15,124 Okay don't promise to me. 508 00:37:15,433 --> 00:37:19,797 Whatever it is, you feel you need to do, you do it. 509 00:37:20,075 --> 00:37:21,645 But you don't do it here! 510 00:37:22,031 --> 00:37:23,256 Okay? 511 00:37:24,623 --> 00:37:26,316 What are you doing there? 512 00:37:26,758 --> 00:37:28,267 Don't you knock? 513 00:37:30,339 --> 00:37:33,879 What is all this supposed to be? Your tortured soul? 514 00:37:34,039 --> 00:37:37,620 Why don't you paint something cheerful? 515 00:37:37,620 --> 00:37:39,881 Like happy with colors. 516 00:37:39,882 --> 00:37:42,731 Whadya want from me dad, besides for me to have been born with a penis. 517 00:37:42,733 --> 00:37:43,905 I don't work all day 518 00:37:43,905 --> 00:37:47,073 to have my night ruined by your teen angst. 519 00:37:47,302 --> 00:37:50,973 ??? 520 00:37:50,994 --> 00:37:55,355 I am not goin' to support you and your little creative habits! 521 00:37:55,465 --> 00:37:58,406 Okay? I've had it with all of all your little art projects 522 00:37:58,635 --> 00:38:00,306 that are going nowhere! 523 00:38:00,306 --> 00:38:02,837 You always know what to say, dad. 524 00:38:02,907 --> 00:38:07,909 Now, if you cleared... 525 00:38:07,909 --> 00:38:08,128 and lost some weight 526 00:38:11,540 --> 00:38:14,800 you could attract a nice boys, who knows. 527 00:38:15,810 --> 00:38:17,399 There should be 528 00:38:18,821 --> 00:38:20,421 a prerequisite, 529 00:38:22,002 --> 00:38:26,564 curriculum for being an parent, before the people attempt to. 530 00:38:30,654 --> 00:38:32,165 Don't try this at home. 531 00:38:36,126 --> 00:38:37,687 Take these. 532 00:38:43,198 --> 00:38:44,468 What are those? 533 00:38:45,009 --> 00:38:46,908 You're supposed to ask me before you take them. 534 00:38:47,709 --> 00:38:49,369 They're vitamins, 535 00:38:49,380 --> 00:38:50,631 and Aspirin. 536 00:38:50,731 --> 00:38:52,363 At some point 537 00:38:55,211 --> 00:38:56,882 you should get an HIV test. 538 00:38:59,363 --> 00:39:00,573 At some point. 539 00:39:14,407 --> 00:39:16,977 Why are you crying on the bus? 540 00:39:27,560 --> 00:39:28,831 Go to sleep. 541 00:39:48,284 --> 00:39:49,373 A friend of yours? 542 00:39:49,686 --> 00:39:51,067 A friend. 543 00:39:51,757 --> 00:39:53,127 Oh...No, no... 544 00:39:53,887 --> 00:39:55,838 He was .... 545 00:39:56,148 --> 00:39:57,678 Total asshole. 546 00:39:59,200 --> 00:40:00,829 What was his problem? 547 00:40:01,610 --> 00:40:04,620 He chose a vocation that did not choose him. 548 00:40:04,950 --> 00:40:06,570 And then he spent his whole career 549 00:40:06,671 --> 00:40:09,842 "casting pearls before swine", He talked like that... 550 00:40:11,452 --> 00:40:13,053 The child-hater, basically. 551 00:40:13,372 --> 00:40:18,364 He tried to purge Steinbeck and Faulkner from required reading list. 552 00:40:18,445 --> 00:40:22,085 Well, let it be said from the safety of his sabbatical, 553 00:40:22,725 --> 00:40:25,726 You can do no more harm. 554 00:40:26,336 --> 00:40:27,427 How did he die? 555 00:40:27,965 --> 00:40:30,297 Who knows, and who cares. 556 00:40:41,652 --> 00:40:42,732 "Hello" 557 00:40:42,733 --> 00:40:44,752 "It's drudgery, this life" 558 00:40:45,241 --> 00:40:46,849 "and retention" 559 00:40:46,952 --> 00:40:49,123 "suspension, expulsion" 560 00:40:49,123 --> 00:40:50,684 "staff meetings" 561 00:40:51,111 --> 00:40:52,612 "The Papers cuts" 562 00:40:52,612 --> 00:40:53,941 "The vacant parents" 563 00:40:54,144 --> 00:40:55,455 "Their vicious kids" 564 00:40:55,455 --> 00:40:57,425 "Theye're the dreads of the pain" 565 00:40:57,425 --> 00:40:59,335 "They spat on my soul" 566 00:40:59,776 --> 00:41:01,967 "This humiliation will stop" 567 00:41:01,967 --> 00:41:06,117 "Discipline must be restored, these kids have us on the run." 568 00:41:06,117 --> 00:41:08,248 " We're the ones on trial!" 569 00:41:08,248 --> 00:41:10,659 " It's fucking madness! " 570 00:41:10,989 --> 00:41:12,879 "Like every child has value? " 571 00:41:12,879 --> 00:41:15,720 "Is aware and worthy of a private education" 572 00:41:15,720 --> 00:41:18,851 "Fucking kids who have no desires," 573 00:41:19,061 --> 00:41:20,161 "no fire..." 574 00:41:20,161 --> 00:41:21,731 "No minds to be..." 575 00:41:47,470 --> 00:41:48,719 " Assimilate " 576 00:41:48,819 --> 00:41:50,179 What does that mean? 577 00:41:52,501 --> 00:41:53,731 To take something in. 578 00:41:53,731 --> 00:41:55,411 OK, excellent. To absorb. 579 00:41:56,018 --> 00:41:58,667 " Ubiquitous " 580 00:41:59,530 --> 00:42:01,206 Anyone? 581 00:42:03,944 --> 00:42:05,633 Everywhere, all the time. 582 00:42:06,044 --> 00:42:08,294 So what... 583 00:42:08,474 --> 00:42:12,325 "ubiquitous assimilation" 584 00:42:13,906 --> 00:42:17,307 Always absorbing everything everywhere all the time. 585 00:42:17,724 --> 00:42:19,255 Well done, George. 586 00:42:19,737 --> 00:42:22,128 How are you to imagine anything, 587 00:42:22,518 --> 00:42:25,010 if the images are always provided for you? 588 00:42:26,110 --> 00:42:29,190 Who here had read "1984" last year? 589 00:42:29,610 --> 00:42:30,661 Good. 590 00:42:35,890 --> 00:42:37,171 Anyone? 591 00:42:37,773 --> 00:42:39,062 Meredith. 592 00:42:39,213 --> 00:42:42,564 Having two opposing beliefs at once. 593 00:42:42,564 --> 00:42:44,245 Believing that both are true. 594 00:42:44,445 --> 00:42:45,714 Excellent. 595 00:42:46,125 --> 00:42:48,735 Why do you always suck his dick, you fuckin' kiss-ass? 596 00:42:48,935 --> 00:42:52,446 To deliberately believe in lies 597 00:42:52,766 --> 00:42:55,407 while knowning they're false. 598 00:42:57,868 --> 00:42:59,989 Examples of this in everyday life: 599 00:43:00,429 --> 00:43:01,739 Oh, I, 600 00:43:02,929 --> 00:43:05,590 need to be pretty to be happy. 601 00:43:07,070 --> 00:43:09,621 I need surgery to be pretty. 602 00:43:10,520 --> 00:43:12,732 I need to be thin 603 00:43:12,732 --> 00:43:14,109 Famous 604 00:43:14,109 --> 00:43:15,576 Fashionable 605 00:43:16,844 --> 00:43:18,504 Our young men, 606 00:43:19,724 --> 00:43:21,325 today, 607 00:43:21,845 --> 00:43:23,925 are being told that women 608 00:43:23,925 --> 00:43:25,405 are whores; 609 00:43:25,405 --> 00:43:27,727 bitches, things to be screwed, 610 00:43:29,767 --> 00:43:31,168 beaten, 611 00:43:31,938 --> 00:43:33,458 shit on, 612 00:43:34,208 --> 00:43:35,798 ashamed. 613 00:43:36,808 --> 00:43:39,700 This is a marketing holocaust. 614 00:43:40,319 --> 00:43:41,610 24 hours a day, 615 00:43:42,321 --> 00:43:43,570 for the rest of our lives, 616 00:43:44,311 --> 00:43:45,992 the powers that be 617 00:43:46,091 --> 00:43:47,072 are hard at work 618 00:43:47,762 --> 00:43:48,813 dumbing us 619 00:43:49,302 --> 00:43:51,182 to death. 620 00:43:52,024 --> 00:43:54,658 So, to defend ourselves 621 00:43:55,384 --> 00:44:00,895 and fight against assimilating this dullness into our thought processes, 622 00:44:01,255 --> 00:44:02,926 we must learn to read 623 00:44:03,226 --> 00:44:05,466 to stimulate our own imagination; 624 00:44:05,727 --> 00:44:06,928 to cultivate 625 00:44:07,247 --> 00:44:09,928 our own consciousness, 626 00:44:10,128 --> 00:44:12,759 our own belief system. 627 00:44:13,520 --> 00:44:15,210 We all need these skills 628 00:44:15,210 --> 00:44:17,050 to defend 629 00:44:17,930 --> 00:44:19,531 to preserve 630 00:44:23,032 --> 00:44:24,732 our own minds. 631 00:44:36,935 --> 00:44:39,475 Very carefully, it's perfect. 632 00:44:40,416 --> 00:44:41,547 Great. 633 00:44:42,457 --> 00:44:43,738 Let me have a look. 634 00:44:46,748 --> 00:44:48,599 You just made your own... 635 00:44:49,199 --> 00:44:51,890 - Wow. I don't care what they say, you're doing great. 636 00:44:52,890 --> 00:44:54,931 I had hard time with math too. It takes time. 637 00:44:55,820 --> 00:44:57,862 Wow, that is damn cool. 638 00:44:59,781 --> 00:45:01,402 Hi guys. 639 00:45:01,713 --> 00:45:03,333 Thank you for staying late, 640 00:45:03,883 --> 00:45:05,953 all 15 or 20 of you. 641 00:45:07,254 --> 00:45:13,986 Today we'll be presented with a new course work 642 00:45:13,987 --> 00:45:15,075 engineered to boost State exam performance, 643 00:45:15,077 --> 00:45:17,156 as mandated by "No child had left behind". 644 00:45:23,218 --> 00:45:27,039 Good afternoon, ladies and gentlemen, it is my pleasure to be here. 645 00:45:27,041 --> 00:45:34,531 I've come today with some edifying materials 646 00:45:34,532 --> 00:45:35,471 to help your matriculating and non matric students 647 00:45:35,472 --> 00:45:37,972 to better prepare for the upcoming State Exams this May. 648 00:45:38,257 --> 00:45:39,658 Let me start by stating 649 00:45:39,663 --> 00:45:42,323 I love teachers. 650 00:45:42,923 --> 00:45:44,554 I love what you do, 651 00:45:44,774 --> 00:45:46,394 what you stand for. 652 00:45:46,715 --> 00:45:50,456 You guys are the real heroes. 653 00:45:50,645 --> 00:45:53,446 Now, the one thing I've learned in all my years in the private sector, 654 00:45:54,256 --> 00:45:55,347 is that 655 00:45:55,547 --> 00:45:58,757 real estate generates revenue 656 00:45:58,858 --> 00:46:01,789 And merchanting property values will be this school's saving grades. 657 00:46:02,500 --> 00:46:05,469 But your school's low test scores 658 00:46:06,290 --> 00:46:09,511 are bringing down the whole re-sale value in this neighborhood 659 00:46:09,511 --> 00:46:12,022 during the market already in decline. 660 00:46:12,812 --> 00:46:14,652 We gotta get the scores up - 661 00:46:14,672 --> 00:46:16,693 new families in our district 662 00:46:18,413 --> 00:46:20,434 and more motivated kids in the school. 663 00:46:21,213 --> 00:46:22,875 And I am not placing any blame 664 00:46:22,875 --> 00:46:25,775 Excuse me, are you here to sell some tests material 665 00:46:25,775 --> 00:46:29,116 or to air your concerns as a property owner? 666 00:46:29,126 --> 00:46:32,168 Listen, umm ... I am curious 667 00:46:32,177 --> 00:46:35,178 Are you givin' away pop-corn with this crap that you're pushing? 668 00:46:35,279 --> 00:46:38,639 This faculty has spent their lives on the boards, and now you tell us 669 00:46:38,639 --> 00:46:42,130 that our careers are about re-sale value. 670 00:46:42,134 --> 00:46:43,597 - Bullshit ! - Give him hell lady ... 671 00:46:43,860 --> 00:46:45,511 - Storm the game. - Don't oversimplify it, mam. 672 00:46:45,721 --> 00:46:47,082 That's a hazard you can't afford. 673 00:46:47,082 --> 00:46:48,371 This sounds like a threat. 674 00:46:48,371 --> 00:46:49,922 - Could you please sit down? 675 00:46:49,922 --> 00:46:51,243 That's enough. Could you please sit down? 676 00:46:51,243 --> 00:46:53,913 Can we have some order here, please. 677 00:46:55,803 --> 00:46:57,474 Dr. Heart was right. 678 00:46:57,935 --> 00:47:00,466 - This school's the pride of the district. - Can you get back, pal? 679 00:47:00,466 --> 00:47:02,286 Could you finish your pitch, we'd like to go home? 680 00:47:02,405 --> 00:47:03,916 What's you hurry, hon? 681 00:47:04,227 --> 00:47:06,706 You gotta... 682 00:47:06,987 --> 00:47:09,958 So enjoy running this relic for a few more months. 683 00:47:09,958 --> 00:47:13,519 You're a fossil when you're fucking done. 684 00:47:23,932 --> 00:47:26,332 You're dread going home? 685 00:47:27,532 --> 00:47:31,684 Frankly, I don't know what to do with myself when I'm not in my classroom. 686 00:47:31,685 --> 00:47:35,305 So, Friday afternoons I am afraid to go home. 687 00:47:35,845 --> 00:47:38,126 Afraid of all that time alone. 688 00:47:40,186 --> 00:47:41,426 Yeah. 689 00:47:46,397 --> 00:47:49,718 - My mother hates my father passionately... 690 00:47:50,059 --> 00:47:51,499 ...watches a lot of TV 691 00:47:51,729 --> 00:47:54,349 ...the only time that I don't feel 692 00:47:54,630 --> 00:47:57,280 - I teach for selfish reasons... - My mother was in Mac Madisson 693 00:47:57,370 --> 00:47:58,951 ...I need a control 694 00:47:58,951 --> 00:48:01,642 - I need those kids more than... 695 00:48:01,642 --> 00:48:03,882 - Its the moments in school... 696 00:48:03,882 --> 00:48:06,413 It must be like 697 00:48:06,413 --> 00:48:07,653 ...best teacher I ever had... 698 00:48:12,955 --> 00:48:15,606 So what's your story? 699 00:48:16,107 --> 00:48:17,927 My story? 700 00:48:21,608 --> 00:48:27,938 I'm just ... I'm just taking one thing at a time. 701 00:48:28,539 --> 00:48:31,710 Why are you wasting your life? You know... 702 00:48:31,710 --> 00:48:34,081 I teach every day, I mean... 703 00:48:36,081 --> 00:48:38,092 You don't really know me. 704 00:48:38,743 --> 00:48:40,602 So what happened to you? 705 00:48:49,184 --> 00:48:51,796 You don't want something more permanent? 706 00:49:09,670 --> 00:49:11,072 - Hi - Where have you been? 707 00:49:11,661 --> 00:49:13,001 What? I was out. 708 00:49:14,042 --> 00:49:18,103 - With a colleague. - The boy or girl? 709 00:49:19,014 --> 00:49:21,083 A woman. 710 00:49:21,603 --> 00:49:25,965 You make me feel so stupid. Why are you treating me like a kid? 711 00:49:27,676 --> 00:49:29,526 - Because you're a kid. 712 00:49:30,367 --> 00:49:34,067 I am sorry. I wasn't expecting this. 713 00:49:34,087 --> 00:49:37,578 All you had to do was tell me you were gonna be home later. 714 00:49:37,619 --> 00:49:39,409 Back up, alright? 715 00:49:43,009 --> 00:49:46,140 I'm not beholden to you, okay? 716 00:49:46,142 --> 00:49:49,132 I mean, you're welcome to stay here, but 717 00:49:49,262 --> 00:49:51,921 you know, you don't get to have expectations of me, alright? 718 00:49:52,052 --> 00:49:56,063 This is a temporary thing, you ... you're able to stay here, but ... 719 00:49:56,263 --> 00:49:58,274 eventually you're gonna have to go, you understand? 720 00:49:58,624 --> 00:50:00,494 - I think it is important... - It's clear. 721 00:50:01,245 --> 00:50:02,905 I get it, you want me to go now? 722 00:50:03,366 --> 00:50:06,596 I got better to do than clean up the stuff. 723 00:50:09,997 --> 00:50:12,047 I can't believe you made dinner. 724 00:50:12,568 --> 00:50:14,148 With what? 725 00:50:14,649 --> 00:50:18,609 Goceries, from the goceries store. 726 00:50:21,670 --> 00:50:25,991 Wow, it's really nice kid. 727 00:50:27,091 --> 00:50:30,672 It's been long time since somebody cooked me. 728 00:50:31,403 --> 00:50:33,034 Thank you Erica. 729 00:50:33,113 --> 00:50:38,115 We all have problems, we all have things that we're dealing with. 730 00:50:38,115 --> 00:50:40,921 And we all ... 731 00:50:41,825 --> 00:50:45,987 Take them home with us at night, 732 00:50:46,687 --> 00:50:49,788 take them to work with us in the morning. 733 00:50:55,819 --> 00:51:04,112 I think that helplesness, that realization, that foreboding of 734 00:51:05,212 --> 00:51:10,584 being a drift in the sea, with no 735 00:51:11,624 --> 00:51:16,635 no bowie, no saftey, when you thought you'd be the one. 736 00:51:17,706 --> 00:51:19,996 throwing the bowie. 737 00:51:35,110 --> 00:51:36,991 Hi... 738 00:51:38,801 --> 00:51:43,141 - Anything for dinner? - Tell me all about it from the beginning - 739 00:51:43,532 --> 00:51:47,054 - You don't care. - Oh no ... 740 00:51:47,154 --> 00:51:48,964 so much, and well. 741 00:51:50,134 --> 00:51:52,696 You are so condescending. 742 00:51:56,707 --> 00:51:57,917 Give me a kiss. 743 00:52:00,677 --> 00:52:05,228 Come on. We'll solve everything. 744 00:52:05,599 --> 00:52:07,169 - Come on - Stop it. 745 00:52:15,062 --> 00:52:21,084 Do you remember when I bought you this? 746 00:52:24,755 --> 00:52:27,015 The beautiful summer in Venice 747 00:52:27,085 --> 00:52:33,087 before our travells were resigned to reviving old passions. 748 00:52:56,493 --> 00:52:58,313 " You suck! " 749 00:53:58,308 --> 00:54:00,317 - Bloody? - Yeah 750 00:54:35,990 --> 00:54:40,012 - Grandpa, you doing any writing of your journal? - No... 751 00:54:41,222 --> 00:54:43,812 I don't remember much. 752 00:54:45,413 --> 00:54:50,585 I lost the habbit. You can't think in this place. 753 00:54:50,585 --> 00:54:53,086 You can't make new memories. 754 00:55:12,341 --> 00:55:13,571 Thank you. 755 00:57:09,812 --> 00:57:11,632 - You alright? - What? 756 00:57:12,508 --> 00:57:15,310 - You see me? - You see me standing here? 757 00:57:15,610 --> 00:57:17,486 Yes, I see you. 758 00:57:18,655 --> 00:57:24,656 Oh God, its so relentless. Thank you. 759 00:57:45,392 --> 00:57:47,753 " Carol, there is no nice way for me to do this." 760 00:57:47,794 --> 00:57:50,574 "I spoke with the Superintendent" 761 00:57:50,583 --> 00:57:55,586 "He's agreed to let you out the rest of the year " 762 00:57:55,586 --> 00:57:55,606 " It is where it is." 763 00:57:55,705 --> 00:58:00,847 "Take your pension..." 764 00:58:06,889 --> 00:58:12,110 Haven't you ever had enough. 765 00:58:12,111 --> 00:58:16,241 Havent' you ever just wanted to tell someone to fuck off. 766 00:58:16,242 --> 00:58:16,580 I think I am sick. 767 00:58:17,531 --> 00:58:19,542 - Why? - I crossed the line today. 768 00:58:19,542 --> 00:58:23,773 I mean the whole... the whole thing is fucked. 769 00:58:24,433 --> 00:58:26,704 Whole thing is fuck, is it not? 770 00:58:27,739 --> 00:58:29,954 What's up, Dr.Parker? 771 00:58:30,155 --> 00:58:32,596 Can we get over it? I got shit to do. 772 00:58:35,476 --> 00:58:38,857 What are your plans after High School since you're not going to college? 773 00:58:39,127 --> 00:58:40,588 I don't know. 774 00:58:40,798 --> 00:58:45,589 Hanging out with my boyfriend. Do some modelling shit... 775 00:58:47,010 --> 00:58:49,910 - Be in my friend's band. - I have your 10-week grade report 776 00:58:49,910 --> 00:58:50,841 Do you know what it says? 777 00:58:50,845 --> 00:58:52,799 Fail, Fail, Fail 778 00:58:53,030 --> 00:58:54,931 - F, F, F - F, F, F yah. 779 00:58:55,702 --> 00:58:57,583 You know what that means? It mean you don't care. 780 00:58:57,587 --> 00:58:59,154 You're brilliant. 781 00:59:02,954 --> 00:59:05,141 Can I go now? 782 00:59:06,175 --> 00:59:08,776 Oh god, you are a shallow disgusting creature. 783 00:59:10,436 --> 00:59:16,118 You want to know the truth? One, you're not gonna be in a band 784 00:59:16,118 --> 00:59:19,589 or an Model Missy, because you have no ambition. 785 00:59:20,289 --> 00:59:21,899 With no skills, you'll be competing 786 00:59:21,909 --> 00:59:26,911 with the 80% of the U.S. workforce for a minimum wage job 787 00:59:26,441 --> 00:59:28,411 til you're replaced by a computer. 788 00:59:26,911 --> 00:59:26,441 which you'll work at for the rest of your life 789 00:59:28,411 --> 00:59:30,222 - I don't care - Two... 790 00:59:30,222 --> 00:59:33,603 The only talent you'll ever have is getting men to fuck you. 791 00:59:33,802 --> 00:59:36,183 Your life will basically become a carnivall of pain. 792 00:59:36,183 --> 00:59:37,653 Now, when you can't stand it 793 00:59:37,653 --> 00:59:41,144 not one more day, not one more hour, 794 00:59:42,374 --> 00:59:45,435 it will get worse, much worse! 795 00:59:47,006 --> 00:59:52,298 Every day I come into this office and listen to you kids shit all over yourselves! 796 00:59:53,598 --> 00:59:58,609 It's so easy to be careless. It takes courage to take care. 797 00:59:59,020 --> 01:00:01,850 Not that you have any of those qualities. 798 01:00:03,811 --> 01:00:07,932 - Get out! Just get out! Get out! - Fuck You!!! 799 01:00:13,093 --> 01:00:15,614 - I am a total burn out. - You are not. 800 01:00:15,974 --> 01:00:19,675 - I am. - I mean I don't know how you make it through the day. 801 01:00:19,685 --> 01:00:24,636 Listen, seriously why do you think I take these pills for? 802 01:00:24,638 --> 01:00:26,616 I mean, that's a 803 01:00:27,277 --> 01:00:31,929 If I didn't take these things I'd be committing mass murder. 804 01:00:32,408 --> 01:00:34,950 and I'll be helping throwing their fucking kids out of the window. 805 01:00:34,950 --> 01:00:36,983 Come on, you're the best. 806 01:00:38,104 --> 01:00:40,739 I'll tell you my opinion, the worst thing about this job 807 01:00:41,681 --> 01:00:43,782 is that nobody says thank you. 808 01:00:45,453 --> 01:00:46,422 - No. - No. 809 01:00:47,432 --> 01:00:49,833 I'm here to say thank you. 810 01:00:50,253 --> 01:00:51,994 You're doing the job, that none of us can do. 811 01:00:51,995 --> 01:00:53,613 None of us. 812 01:00:54,725 --> 01:01:00,216 - Grace? - Have I ever I told you that you're the only person 813 01:01:00,216 --> 01:01:02,596 I have to talk to. 814 01:01:11,247 --> 01:01:13,307 - Hi Henry - What happened? 815 01:01:13,699 --> 01:01:15,440 They called to your house. 816 01:01:16,741 --> 01:01:19,471 - Your grandfather felt some chest pains. - Yeah? 817 01:01:20,312 --> 01:01:22,272 The Doctor says he's stable. 818 01:01:23,093 --> 01:01:24,823 He doesn't have a lot of time. 819 01:01:27,615 --> 01:01:29,863 - I am so sorry Henry - How long ... 820 01:01:29,864 --> 01:01:31,034 ...have you been here? 821 01:01:31,405 --> 01:01:34,025 Since this morning, I didn't know how to get a hold of you? 822 01:01:34,446 --> 01:01:36,966 I don't know where you work. 823 01:01:37,496 --> 01:01:40,177 You've been here all day with him? 824 01:01:48,579 --> 01:01:50,810 Hi, Grandpa. 825 01:01:51,240 --> 01:01:53,541 You're still hanging in there, I see. 826 01:01:54,612 --> 01:02:00,323 Oh, hi sweetheart. Your mother was with me today. 827 01:02:01,075 --> 01:02:03,793 Did you see her? 828 01:02:06,564 --> 01:02:11,395 - No. - I told her I was afraid to leave you. 829 01:02:12,376 --> 01:02:15,096 ...but she promised 830 01:02:15,096 --> 01:02:19,648 that she'd look after you. - Well, I'm sure she meant that. 831 01:02:22,638 --> 01:02:24,899 - Patricia, darling... 832 01:02:26,066 --> 01:02:28,985 You've forgiven me, haven't you? 833 01:02:38,313 --> 01:02:42,854 - What do you need to be forgiven for, daddy? 834 01:02:45,135 --> 01:02:49,146 - Well, those things. You know, the things I did. 835 01:02:49,596 --> 01:02:53,197 - All you ever did was take care of me. 836 01:02:54,258 --> 01:02:58,218 - Always looked after me. - Weren't you afraid of me? 837 01:02:58,989 --> 01:03:03,020 No, daddy, not. 838 01:03:03,024 --> 01:03:07,200 I know how you get sometimes you get little mixed up. 839 01:03:07,621 --> 01:03:13,253 You feel responsible for the things that you didn't do. 840 01:03:13,552 --> 01:03:16,533 So I wasn't the one that hurt you? 841 01:03:17,174 --> 01:03:21,265 No sir, that wasn't you. 842 01:03:21,265 --> 01:03:24,836 I hope it wasn't true. 843 01:03:25,236 --> 01:03:31,258 Patricia, darling. I've always loved you. 844 01:03:34,319 --> 01:03:44,801 Daddy, you can feel free to leave, whenever you're ready. 845 01:03:46,682 --> 01:03:51,244 Do you know that? That's okay. 846 01:03:51,853 --> 01:03:54,804 There is nothing to fear. 847 01:04:09,219 --> 01:04:10,258 Come on. 848 01:04:10,719 --> 01:04:13,729 Let's get outa here. 849 01:04:15,410 --> 01:04:22,452 Is Patricia your mom? What happened to her? 850 01:04:23,102 --> 01:04:24,632 She left a while ago. 851 01:04:25,590 --> 01:04:27,184 You mean she died? 852 01:04:31,954 --> 01:04:35,416 How did she die? 853 01:04:38,136 --> 01:04:42,378 My father left when I was a kid. I don't really remember him. 854 01:04:44,198 --> 01:04:48,409 It was always the three of us, mother and grandpa and I together 855 01:04:48,409 --> 01:04:51,000 in his house. 856 01:04:54,111 --> 01:04:57,331 I found her... on the floor. 857 01:05:02,002 --> 01:05:04,303 She'd taken enough pills... 858 01:05:08,424 --> 01:05:13,036 and grandpa at that moment, kinda of lost it... 859 01:05:13,405 --> 01:05:14,806 * For Henry * 860 01:05:15,196 --> 01:05:17,726 I sat with grandpa on the porch, and 861 01:05:17,737 --> 01:05:22,778 and we watched as they came and took her away. 862 01:05:23,353 --> 01:05:24,997 How old were you? 863 01:05:29,070 --> 01:05:32,401 Seven. 864 01:05:34,012 --> 01:05:36,532 I don't know for sure, but I... 865 01:05:37,733 --> 01:05:42,054 think my mother was young when something happened. 866 01:05:42,254 --> 01:05:46,735 with her and grandpa. - Were you afraid of it? 867 01:05:47,055 --> 01:05:48,276 No. 868 01:05:49,776 --> 01:05:53,287 Did she ever say anything to you? 869 01:05:56,457 --> 01:05:58,058 No. 870 01:05:59,058 --> 01:06:04,460 But looking back on it, I think she protected me in her own way. 871 01:06:05,245 --> 01:06:06,499 How? 872 01:06:10,332 --> 01:06:13,553 She made me lock my door at night. 873 01:06:40,479 --> 01:06:44,150 The park is now empty and bare, with an abandoned chain 874 01:06:45,941 --> 01:06:49,992 The jungle Jim, the slide and swing have rusted together. 875 01:06:51,263 --> 01:06:53,834 They're all so terribly alone now. 876 01:06:54,533 --> 01:06:56,155 Where did all the children go? 877 01:06:57,024 --> 01:06:59,255 Didn't they know that the park needed them? 878 01:07:00,515 --> 01:07:05,196 The child's intelligent heart can find 'em in the depth of many dark places. 879 01:07:07,357 --> 01:07:10,598 I cannot find 'em, the delicate moment of its own detachment. 880 01:07:26,412 --> 01:07:29,123 - Hi Mr. Barthes. - Hello Meredith. 881 01:07:30,020 --> 01:07:33,235 - How's going? - Fine, I am alright ... 882 01:07:34,195 --> 01:07:37,055 - I made a picture for you. 883 01:07:37,635 --> 01:07:38,926 Come here. 884 01:07:39,966 --> 01:07:42,037 - You did? - Yeah 885 01:07:49,149 --> 01:07:54,580 Wow, it's beautiful, and it's a... You're really talented. 886 01:07:55,410 --> 01:07:57,121 - Thanks. Have you been doing this for a long time? 887 01:07:57,121 --> 01:08:00,132 Yeah, I've been doing it since I was a kid. 888 01:08:01,752 --> 01:08:04,302 Faceless man in an empty room. 889 01:08:04,513 --> 01:08:06,133 Is that how you see me, Meredith? 890 01:08:06,664 --> 01:08:10,704 I don't know how I see you. 891 01:08:11,375 --> 01:08:14,276 It's just how thought of you in a situation. 892 01:08:14,686 --> 01:08:17,887 Do you ever think about who your teachers are outside? 893 01:08:18,786 --> 01:08:20,878 - In real life? - I guess so. 894 01:08:22,018 --> 01:08:25,599 - Does this place seem ureal to you? - I watched you around the school, 895 01:08:27,089 --> 01:08:29,187 You always seem so sad 896 01:08:31,050 --> 01:08:38,552 Maybe you have a hard time with things and you need someone to talk to 897 01:08:42,028 --> 01:08:44,444 - Meredith - Yes Sir 898 01:08:49,281 --> 01:08:53,486 - Do you need someone to talk to? - Yes, will you talk to me? 899 01:08:55,977 --> 01:09:00,268 When you talk to me, when you look at me, it's like you really see me. 900 01:09:01,319 --> 01:09:03,679 I do see you Meredith 901 01:09:04,940 --> 01:09:06,940 - Do you wanna go see Dr. Parker? 902 01:09:06,950 --> 01:09:09,790 - Oh come on, don't pull me off 903 01:09:09,792 --> 01:09:11,719 I am not, I am not ... 904 01:09:12,932 --> 01:09:14,932 What can I do? 905 01:09:16,403 --> 01:09:19,393 It's like you said, we're... 906 01:09:19,395 --> 01:09:24,504 There is nothing left. Nothing but to realize how fucked up things are... 907 01:09:24,506 --> 01:09:26,915 It's not enough. I won't last. 908 01:09:27,646 --> 01:09:30,346 Listen to me. Just listen. 909 01:09:32,768 --> 01:09:35,348 We're all the same. 910 01:09:35,358 --> 01:09:37,899 We all feel pain. 911 01:09:37,919 --> 01:09:43,610 We all have chaos in our lives. 912 01:09:44,461 --> 01:09:47,021 Life is very, very confusing, I know. 913 01:09:47,421 --> 01:09:51,243 I don't have the answers, but I know if you write it out 914 01:09:52,332 --> 01:09:54,783 It'll all be okay. 915 01:09:55,674 --> 01:09:59,955 - Mr. Barthes, do you like me? - Of course I do. 916 01:10:09,047 --> 01:10:11,698 - Meredith, please don't. You know I'd like to help you. 917 01:10:11,798 --> 01:10:14,349 - Please, please. - No, no. 918 01:10:14,448 --> 01:10:17,789 - You don't ... - You said you liked me, please... 919 01:10:18,801 --> 01:10:19,921 Please, please... 920 01:10:19,980 --> 01:10:22,541 Oh please, don't push me away. 921 01:10:22,541 --> 01:10:27,542 Please, just hold on to me, and tell me that everything's gonna be O.K. 922 01:10:27,544 --> 01:10:29,383 Everything is... It is okay, please. 923 01:10:35,285 --> 01:10:39,725 - Please... no, no... - Meredith, wait a second. 924 01:10:40,496 --> 01:10:42,546 - What's going on? - What? 925 01:10:42,926 --> 01:10:44,467 - Meredith, Meredith - What were you just doing? 926 01:10:45,007 --> 01:10:46,510 Meredith, I am sorry. 927 01:10:47,688 --> 01:10:49,140 - What were you doing? - What? 928 01:10:50,071 --> 01:10:51,659 What are you doing? 929 01:10:51,859 --> 01:10:54,070 - Excuse me?! - You were just touching her. 930 01:10:54,340 --> 01:10:56,081 What do you ... what are you insinuating? 931 01:10:56,081 --> 01:10:58,971 It is inappropriate to be in here alone with that young girl. 932 01:10:58,971 --> 01:11:01,361 It is inappropriate?! She needed someone to talk to. 933 01:11:01,361 --> 01:11:04,793 - What do you think I'm doing, lady? - I don't know what you're doing. 934 01:11:05,243 --> 01:11:06,433 "Just make me close." 935 01:11:06,433 --> 01:11:08,984 What do you think I am fucking pervert? Is that what you're insinuating? 936 01:11:09,254 --> 01:11:11,015 She needed someone to talk to her. 937 01:11:11,764 --> 01:11:14,355 - Than why were you touching her? - I wasn't touching her. 938 01:11:14,506 --> 01:11:16,175 "It's alright my dear." 939 01:11:18,897 --> 01:11:20,427 "Patricia?" 940 01:11:20,765 --> 01:11:23,311 I'm not ... not a sick old man! 941 01:11:24,728 --> 01:11:26,759 Is that what you think of me? 942 01:11:28,540 --> 01:11:30,439 Is that what you think? 943 01:11:31,629 --> 01:11:34,311 I just wanted to help her! 944 01:11:41,384 --> 01:11:43,602 - Get out! Excuse me! Excuse me! - What am I supposed to think? 945 01:11:43,733 --> 01:11:45,823 You're supposed to... Fuck into a fucking judgement! 946 01:12:02,779 --> 01:12:06,165 Hello, no he's not home. 947 01:12:30,297 --> 01:12:32,346 Hello Mr. Barthes. 948 01:12:34,577 --> 01:12:40,588 Whenever you feel like you are ready we do have some paperwork downstairs 949 01:12:40,829 --> 01:12:42,649 that we need you to take care of. 950 01:12:48,399 --> 01:12:49,998 I am sorry. 951 01:13:35,364 --> 01:13:38,365 I wish things were different. 952 01:13:39,535 --> 01:13:46,927 I tried, you know... Fuck... The things is... We all... 953 01:13:51,779 --> 01:13:54,530 We all have problems. We all have things that we're dealing with. 954 01:13:55,470 --> 01:13:58,570 Some days were better than others. Somedays were not so great. 955 01:13:58,570 --> 01:14:03,372 Some days we have limited space 956 01:14:03,482 --> 01:14:05,332 for others. 957 01:14:21,066 --> 01:14:23,897 Hey. I made breakfast. 958 01:14:25,006 --> 01:14:26,856 Want some milk? 959 01:14:29,249 --> 01:14:33,310 These kids need something else. 960 01:14:35,650 --> 01:14:37,747 They don't need me. 961 01:14:43,932 --> 01:14:46,604 - Are you O.K? - Yeah, I'm not hungry. 962 01:14:56,776 --> 01:15:01,008 - You know, you can't keep living on the street. 963 01:15:01,028 --> 01:15:03,988 I am not. I mean, I'm staying here with you. 964 01:15:03,990 --> 01:15:06,809 You can't continue to stay here with me. 965 01:15:07,180 --> 01:15:09,900 - I'm not good for you. - That's not true. 966 01:15:10,640 --> 01:15:13,891 You're the only family I've ever had. 967 01:15:14,482 --> 01:15:16,702 Well, I can't be your family. 968 01:15:23,774 --> 01:15:26,825 I can't give you what you need. 969 01:15:35,887 --> 01:15:38,949 - You have to understand, you should be... - You are good... 970 01:15:39,562 --> 01:15:41,786 And gentle ... 971 01:15:43,219 --> 01:15:45,299 You're the most kind. 972 01:15:50,381 --> 01:15:53,382 I love you Henry. 973 01:16:00,114 --> 01:16:02,854 - Come in. -Hi. - Hi. 974 01:16:04,025 --> 01:16:05,265 Hello there. 975 01:16:06,826 --> 01:16:10,797 - Erica ... - Don't let them take me... 976 01:16:10,896 --> 01:16:12,337 Please... 977 01:16:13,728 --> 01:16:15,818 - Noo... - Listen, you should... 978 01:16:15,919 --> 01:16:19,729 You are all that I have, please... 979 01:16:20,539 --> 01:16:23,751 - Don't let me go. - You should go, sorry. 980 01:16:23,751 --> 01:16:26,586 - No, no ... - No, don't do this ... 981 01:16:27,265 --> 01:16:28,298 - Henry! Henry! - You should go 982 01:16:28,482 --> 01:16:29,992 - Henry! - You have to let go. 983 01:16:29,996 --> 01:16:32,068 - Henry! - You have to ... 984 01:16:33,003 --> 01:16:35,644 - Henry! - You have to leg go now. 985 01:16:35,645 --> 01:16:37,730 Henry! 986 01:16:38,035 --> 01:16:40,244 - Her things? - Yeah. 987 01:16:40,300 --> 01:16:43,173 - Henry! Henry! - Come on. 988 01:16:44,946 --> 01:16:47,656 - No! No! ... - Things will be okay. 989 01:16:48,437 --> 01:16:50,268 Don't do this. 990 01:16:50,268 --> 01:16:53,988 - You gonna be okay. - No! No! No! 991 01:16:54,385 --> 01:16:57,039 No! ... 992 01:17:45,923 --> 01:17:48,153 Well ... I feel just awful for her. 993 01:17:49,785 --> 01:17:51,594 - For who? - For our school. 994 01:17:52,445 --> 01:17:58,296 It may sound strange but I've always felt that the school had a spirit. 995 01:17:59,075 --> 01:18:02,679 It's not just an budgetful buildings, but they're alive. 996 01:18:07,559 --> 01:18:11,160 I just can't understand it. Where are all the parents? 997 01:18:15,350 --> 01:18:16,886 I don't know. 998 01:18:22,543 --> 01:18:26,065 I was in my room for two hours and saw one parent. 999 01:18:26,074 --> 01:18:28,074 Where are they? Where is everybody? 1000 01:18:28,375 --> 01:18:31,075 - We don't know. - It's uncanny. 1001 01:18:31,545 --> 01:18:34,946 No air raid sirensl No bombs. 1002 01:18:35,177 --> 01:18:36,647 It doesn't happen that way. 1003 01:18:37,177 --> 01:18:40,799 It starts in whisper, then nothing. 1004 01:18:41,038 --> 01:18:43,069 We had our music once, didn't we? 1005 01:18:43,885 --> 01:18:45,179 Yes, we did. 1006 01:18:48,220 --> 01:18:51,191 Do you remember those nights we only had two parents at a time? 1007 01:18:51,491 --> 01:18:53,852 And then there were more, there were many more 1008 01:18:53,862 --> 01:18:58,864 waiting in the waiting rooms. 1009 01:18:58,864 --> 01:19:00,743 And halls were full of joy and celebration. Now, it's nothing. 1010 01:19:00,893 --> 01:19:04,585 Rememberance. The things passed. 1011 01:19:04,794 --> 01:19:07,086 I actually felt quite at home. 1012 01:19:07,385 --> 01:19:08,955 There were no parents. 1013 01:19:09,696 --> 01:19:14,777 I thought how appropriate. It was like, a moment of insight 1014 01:19:15,938 --> 01:19:20,189 the reality of the fucking problem in the first place. 1015 01:19:25,221 --> 01:19:30,271 Some of us believe that we can make a difference. 1016 01:19:31,342 --> 01:19:33,983 And sometimes we wake up 1017 01:19:36,914 --> 01:19:38,744 and we realize we've failed. 1018 01:19:50,707 --> 01:19:53,208 Hi it's Gretchen calling from the Clinic, 1019 01:19:53,688 --> 01:19:55,779 Erica Loius has her test results back. 1020 01:19:56,119 --> 01:19:58,859 Please give us a call at your earliest convenience. 1021 01:19:58,861 --> 01:19:59,673 Thank you. 1022 01:20:25,224 --> 01:20:27,926 " - You have good parents " " - Bitch you shut up. " 1023 01:20:27,926 --> 01:20:30,213 "A Mother of mine gave her ... " 1024 01:20:30,713 --> 01:20:34,270 " A Diet Bitch! " " ha ha...ha ha ... ha ha" 1025 01:20:35,869 --> 01:20:38,090 " What is all this supposed to be? Your tortured soul?" 1026 01:20:42,762 --> 01:20:45,408 " - I won't stand that, Dad! " " - Paint something more cheerful ..." 1027 01:20:45,569 --> 01:20:50,363 " We have to pay us our lives ..." " Grow like your hair, lost some weight" 1028 01:20:50,364 --> 01:20:51,704 " It'll all be okay " 1029 01:20:54,195 --> 01:20:56,076 - Good morning! - Good morning. 1030 01:20:56,076 --> 01:20:58,296 Before we take roll, 1031 01:20:58,296 --> 01:21:03,337 I want to tell you that today will be my last day with you. 1032 01:21:04,388 --> 01:21:06,448 You're gonna have a permanent teacher on Monday. 1033 01:21:06,548 --> 01:21:09,199 - Where are you going, Mr. Barthes? - I'll go to another school. 1034 01:21:10,630 --> 01:21:14,990 - We will miss you, man. - Yeah? 1035 01:21:14,990 --> 01:21:17,752 All those teachers in this place... They're dickheads. 1036 01:21:18,529 --> 01:21:21,275 Don't you get tired of moving around all the time? 1037 01:21:21,472 --> 01:21:27,184 It's how my job works. I come in here for a period of time, 1038 01:21:27,184 --> 01:21:29,215 so you don't have twnenty subs in and I'm outa here, 1039 01:21:29,224 --> 01:21:34,226 and then, you have a permanent teacher come in 1040 01:21:34,245 --> 01:21:36,517 and I leave. 1041 01:21:38,287 --> 01:21:43,249 Attention to all teachers, this is an special announcement from the Principle's Office. 1042 01:21:44,479 --> 01:21:47,469 There will an all faculty meeting today, during nutrition" 1043 01:21:48,140 --> 01:21:50,900 Student nutrition will be extended 1044 01:21:50,900 --> 01:21:54,152 a ten minutes, thank you. 1045 01:22:38,954 --> 01:22:44,486 I invited you here today to discuss the status things. 1046 01:22:45,005 --> 01:22:49,037 I know that there wasn't ... I know that there isn't ... 1047 01:22:56,858 --> 01:23:00,549 - I am sorry ... - We all need something, 1048 01:23:01,150 --> 01:23:07,921 to destract us from the complexity and reality. 1049 01:23:08,822 --> 01:23:11,722 More or less to think about where that came from? 1050 01:23:12,613 --> 01:23:19,125 No one wants to think about the struggle that it takes 1051 01:23:19,155 --> 01:23:22,155 to become somebody to get out of 1052 01:23:26,266 --> 01:23:28,102 ... to get out of the ... 1053 01:23:28,767 --> 01:23:31,468 the sea of pain that, we all have to get out of. 1054 01:23:41,480 --> 01:23:43,071 - Hi Meredith. - Hi. 1055 01:23:45,192 --> 01:23:47,223 Haven't seen you in class lately? 1056 01:23:48,006 --> 01:23:49,530 Where have you been? 1057 01:23:50,023 --> 01:23:52,464 - Baking. - I see. 1058 01:23:53,634 --> 01:23:56,175 - I am happy I get to see you. Today is my last day. 1059 01:23:57,285 --> 01:23:59,946 How ironic! 1060 01:24:00,616 --> 01:24:04,447 Listen, I was thinking, I bought this for myself, but 1061 01:24:05,428 --> 01:24:09,709 maybe you could make better use of it. 1062 01:24:21,632 --> 01:24:24,422 - I like that one the best. - You can't have that one. 1063 01:24:24,923 --> 01:24:26,633 It's mine. 1064 01:24:28,163 --> 01:24:31,465 But, can you have this one? 1065 01:24:31,854 --> 01:24:34,356 - It's better for you anyway. - Thanks. 1066 01:24:35,706 --> 01:24:37,346 I am sorry. 1067 01:24:38,967 --> 01:24:42,528 If I hurt you in any way, I um ... 1068 01:24:44,739 --> 01:24:51,150 I know that its tough right now, for you, 1069 01:24:51,151 --> 01:24:56,112 but it's not always gonna be this... - Goodbye Mr. Barthes. 1070 01:25:00,733 --> 01:25:02,764 Goodbye Meredith. 1071 01:25:46,295 --> 01:25:50,567 They say that suicide is a permanent solution to the temporary problem. 1072 01:25:51,527 --> 01:25:53,397 I'll let you know? 1073 01:25:55,817 --> 01:25:59,339 My name is Meredith and I wanted to kill myself. 1074 01:26:31,288 --> 01:26:32,908 Meredith! 1075 01:26:33,999 --> 01:26:34,859 No! 1076 01:26:37,209 --> 01:26:39,060 Henry! 1077 01:26:41,411 --> 01:26:44,831 It's gonna be O.K. It's gonna be O.K. 1078 01:26:47,572 --> 01:26:51,174 It's gonna be O.K. 1079 01:26:55,064 --> 01:27:03,366 We have such a responsibility to guide our young so that they don't end up 1080 01:27:04,326 --> 01:27:06,987 falling apart. 1081 01:27:08,359 --> 01:27:10,249 Falling by the way side. 1082 01:27:13,556 --> 01:27:16,136 Becoming insignificant. 1083 01:28:37,700 --> 01:28:40,332 I realized something today. 1084 01:28:43,464 --> 01:28:47,855 I'm a non-person, Sarah. 1085 01:28:50,705 --> 01:28:56,767 You shouldn't be here. I am not here. 1086 01:28:59,078 --> 01:29:01,770 You may see me, 1087 01:29:03,560 --> 01:29:08,561 but I'm hollow. 1088 01:29:41,270 --> 01:29:46,302 Failing. We're failing. 1089 01:29:49,202 --> 01:29:56,013 Failed in a sense that we have let everyone down. 1090 01:29:56,709 --> 01:29:58,559 Including ourselves. 1091 01:31:08,204 --> 01:31:11,755 When you're walking down the hallway, or in your classroom, 1092 01:31:12,256 --> 01:31:15,655 how many of you 1093 01:31:16,456 --> 01:31:22,727 have ever felt the weight pressing down on you? 1094 01:31:24,338 --> 01:31:26,599 I have. 1095 01:31:30,029 --> 01:31:32,161 Everyone? 1096 01:31:33,241 --> 01:31:34,291 Wow! 1097 01:31:34,411 --> 01:31:38,563 Poe wrote about these things over a 100 years ago. 1098 01:31:38,602 --> 01:31:42,423 So, as we read 1099 01:31:42,673 --> 01:31:45,865 we can see that 1100 01:31:45,885 --> 01:31:49,266 "The House of Usher" is not merely an old 1101 01:31:49,786 --> 01:31:52,696 decrapped castle... 1102 01:31:54,026 --> 01:31:57,728 It is also a state of being. 1103 01:32:03,879 --> 01:32:08,000 " During the whole of dull, dark and soundless day " 1104 01:32:08,235 --> 01:32:13,644 " In the autumn of that year, when the clouds hung oppressively low in heavens, " 1105 01:32:15,244 --> 01:32:18,529 " I had been passing alone, on the horseback, " 1106 01:32:18,982 --> 01:32:22,211 " Through the singularly dreary tract of country; " 1107 01:32:23,074 --> 01:32:27,254 " and at length found myself as the shades of evening dew on, " 1108 01:32:27,694 --> 01:32:30,819 " within view of the melancholy House of Usher " 1109 01:32:32,050 --> 01:32:34,499 " I know not how it was " 1110 01:32:35,173 --> 01:32:41,672 " But, with the first glimpse of the building, a sense of insufferable gloom pervaded my spirit " 1111 01:32:42,846 --> 01:32:45,902 " I looked upon the simple landscape features of the domain " 1112 01:32:46,389 --> 01:32:51,523 " Upon the bleak walls, upon a few white trunks of decayed trees " 1113 01:32:52,426 --> 01:32:55,028 " With an utter depression of soul " 1114 01:32:56,245 --> 01:32:59,698 " There wasn't an iciness " 1115 01:33:01,367 --> 01:33:04,453 " A sinking." 1116 01:33:05,000 --> 01:33:08,437 " Sickening of the heart. 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