1 00:02:51,938 --> 00:02:53,939 - I hate whoever this is. 2 00:02:53,941 --> 00:02:55,541 - Well, that's not very polite. 3 00:02:55,543 --> 00:02:57,743 - I almost recognize your voice. 4 00:02:57,745 --> 00:02:59,278 What's your name again? 5 00:02:59,280 --> 00:03:00,779 - Mrs. put this in your mouth? 6 00:03:00,781 --> 00:03:02,548 - Ha-ha, funny. 7 00:03:02,550 --> 00:03:04,683 You calling to invite me to your son's soccer game? 8 00:03:04,685 --> 00:03:05,817 - Yes, it's, um-- 9 00:03:05,819 --> 00:03:07,386 it's on Saturday 10 00:03:07,388 --> 00:03:08,887 at fuck off field. - Ha. 11 00:03:08,889 --> 00:03:11,490 - Um, they're playing against the judgmental dykes. 12 00:03:11,492 --> 00:03:14,426 - Will hubby, whatever you want to call him, be there? 13 00:03:14,428 --> 00:03:16,962 - Mm, no, Michael's out of town. 14 00:03:16,964 --> 00:03:19,498 - Ha! Of course. 15 00:03:19,500 --> 00:03:21,400 That's why you fucking call. 16 00:03:21,402 --> 00:03:22,935 You don't call for four months, puta, 17 00:03:22,937 --> 00:03:24,636 and now you need a warm body to fill the void. 18 00:03:24,638 --> 00:03:26,605 - Pen, pen-- - fucking asshole. 19 00:03:26,607 --> 00:03:28,273 - I know, but it's, like, it's not like that. 20 00:03:28,275 --> 00:03:30,275 I promise, okay? 21 00:03:30,277 --> 00:03:32,244 - Yeah, right. Typical. 22 00:03:32,246 --> 00:03:34,246 - I was also, um, 23 00:03:34,248 --> 00:03:35,547 wondering if you had any pot? 24 00:04:16,890 --> 00:04:18,423 - Sellout! 25 00:04:24,999 --> 00:04:26,698 - One week. 26 00:04:26,700 --> 00:04:29,735 One week he doesn't call me. 27 00:04:29,737 --> 00:04:31,470 What the fuck is that? 28 00:04:31,472 --> 00:04:33,772 It's like, how long does it take to fucking get settled? 29 00:04:33,774 --> 00:04:36,475 He's, like, at his fucking mom's house, you know what I mean? 30 00:04:36,477 --> 00:04:37,743 - Maybe the bitch won't let him call. 31 00:04:37,745 --> 00:04:39,478 You said she fucking hates you, right? 32 00:04:39,480 --> 00:04:40,612 - Yeah, for sure. 33 00:04:40,614 --> 00:04:41,813 - I'm sure she's anxious to see 34 00:04:41,815 --> 00:04:43,415 you and fucking Harvard get married. 35 00:04:46,654 --> 00:04:48,920 Ready? We'll race. 36 00:04:50,524 --> 00:04:52,924 - Fuck that. - Hold up. 37 00:04:52,926 --> 00:04:55,360 - Here, I'll use your bungees. 38 00:04:55,362 --> 00:04:57,329 - What? 39 00:04:57,331 --> 00:04:59,531 - Wait, hang on. - Okay. 40 00:04:59,533 --> 00:05:01,300 - Pull me up. 41 00:05:01,302 --> 00:05:03,402 Pull me up. You're not strong enough. 42 00:05:03,404 --> 00:05:05,003 Pull me up! - Pull me up. 43 00:05:05,005 --> 00:05:07,005 Pull me up. 44 00:05:07,007 --> 00:05:09,474 - Come on. 45 00:05:59,460 --> 00:06:01,727 - Ow! Shit. 46 00:06:07,434 --> 00:06:08,867 Where the fuck have you been? 47 00:06:08,869 --> 00:06:10,969 - Good morning. My name's detective Brooks. 48 00:06:10,971 --> 00:06:13,004 I'm sorry to bother you so early in the morning. 49 00:06:13,006 --> 00:06:14,106 - Who? 50 00:06:14,108 --> 00:06:15,574 - Uh, detective Jonathan Brooks 51 00:06:15,576 --> 00:06:17,442 from San Bernardino county. 52 00:06:17,444 --> 00:06:19,978 To whom am I speaking? 53 00:06:19,980 --> 00:06:21,079 - Uh, Josie. 54 00:06:21,081 --> 00:06:23,849 Uh, Josephine Tyrell. 55 00:06:23,851 --> 00:06:25,550 What happened? 56 00:06:25,552 --> 00:06:27,152 - Miss Tyrell, your phone number was found 57 00:06:27,154 --> 00:06:28,887 on a motel registration. 58 00:06:28,889 --> 00:06:30,822 We're just trying to gather some information. 59 00:06:30,824 --> 00:06:32,758 Has there been any individual that you know 60 00:06:32,760 --> 00:06:34,993 that's been missing recently? 61 00:06:34,995 --> 00:06:38,029 - I don't--mm-- 62 00:06:38,031 --> 00:06:42,801 I don't--i don't--what-- what do you mean "missing"? 63 00:06:42,803 --> 00:06:42,801 What's going on? 64 00:06:42,803 --> 00:06:45,704 - Well, we've got a white male 65 00:06:45,706 --> 00:06:49,508 registered as, uh, Oscar wilde. 66 00:06:49,510 --> 00:06:51,710 Miss Tyrell, 67 00:06:51,712 --> 00:06:55,080 uh, do you have any idea who this person might be? 68 00:06:58,951 --> 00:07:02,921 - Uh, 69 00:07:02,923 --> 00:07:04,089 maybe, um. 70 00:07:06,627 --> 00:07:08,994 I don't think so. 71 00:07:08,996 --> 00:07:11,163 - The individual we're trying to identify 72 00:07:11,165 --> 00:07:13,198 is in his mid-20s, 73 00:07:13,200 --> 00:07:14,933 tattoo on his right wrist, 74 00:07:14,935 --> 00:07:17,936 two moles on the right side of his chest. 75 00:07:17,938 --> 00:07:20,205 Miss Tyrell, do you know this person? 76 00:07:25,112 --> 00:07:26,178 Miss Tyrell? 77 00:07:26,180 --> 00:07:27,579 Do you know this person? 78 00:07:31,518 --> 00:07:33,118 - Yes. 79 00:07:33,120 --> 00:07:37,022 - Miss Tyrell, I'm very sorry to have to inform you. 80 00:07:37,024 --> 00:07:39,925 The body was found in a motel in 29 palms 81 00:07:39,927 --> 00:07:42,928 from what looks like an apparent suicide, 82 00:07:42,930 --> 00:07:46,064 self-inflicted gunshot wound to the head. 83 00:07:46,066 --> 00:07:47,999 We're still getting all the details. 84 00:07:48,001 --> 00:07:50,735 We're trying to locate any family members. 85 00:07:50,737 --> 00:07:54,105 Do you know if he has any living relatives? 86 00:07:57,144 --> 00:07:59,611 - A mother. 87 00:07:59,613 --> 00:08:01,813 A mother. 88 00:08:01,815 --> 00:08:05,150 A mother. A mother. 89 00:08:06,487 --> 00:08:10,489 A mother. A mother. 90 00:08:10,491 --> 00:08:12,591 A mother. 91 00:08:12,593 --> 00:08:13,792 A mother. 92 00:08:14,962 --> 00:08:16,061 A mother. 93 00:08:17,064 --> 00:08:18,129 A mother. 94 00:08:19,132 --> 00:08:20,265 A mother. A mother. 95 00:08:23,003 --> 00:08:27,272 A mother. A mother. 96 00:08:27,274 --> 00:08:28,607 A mother. 97 00:08:29,810 --> 00:08:33,011 A mother. A mother. 98 00:08:34,214 --> 00:08:37,015 A mother. A mother. 99 00:08:38,151 --> 00:08:41,152 A mother. A mother. 100 00:09:45,151 --> 00:09:46,785 - Hey, excuse me. 101 00:09:46,787 --> 00:09:48,153 Look, just because you saw me naked 102 00:09:48,155 --> 00:09:50,622 does not mean I'm gonna fuck you, okay? 103 00:09:50,624 --> 00:09:53,158 - Uh, no, no, i didn't think that. 104 00:09:53,160 --> 00:09:56,628 I wouldn't think-- i, uh, 105 00:09:56,630 --> 00:09:58,096 I just thought maybe you wanted to 106 00:09:58,098 --> 00:09:59,331 maybe go for a swim? 107 00:10:02,102 --> 00:10:04,302 - Do you have a pool? 108 00:10:04,304 --> 00:10:06,805 - Sort of. 109 00:10:35,202 --> 00:10:36,668 - There is a pool, I promise. 110 00:10:36,670 --> 00:10:39,004 - Yeah, I hope so. 111 00:10:39,006 --> 00:10:40,672 Whoa. 112 00:10:45,045 --> 00:10:46,211 That's a pool. 113 00:10:46,213 --> 00:10:47,946 - That's a pool, yeah. 114 00:10:47,948 --> 00:10:49,781 You said you wanted to go swimming, right? 115 00:10:49,783 --> 00:10:52,851 - Uh, it's kind of, like, the middle of the afternoon. 116 00:10:52,853 --> 00:10:54,753 She could come back, like, any second, right? 117 00:10:54,755 --> 00:10:56,054 - Oh, no, no, trust me. 118 00:10:56,056 --> 00:10:57,722 She's away, touring. 119 00:10:57,724 --> 00:10:59,257 Besides, she's terrified of water. 120 00:10:59,259 --> 00:11:01,292 I don't think I ever saw her come in here once. 121 00:11:01,294 --> 00:11:02,927 - Hmm. 122 00:11:04,730 --> 00:11:08,133 - So, what do you think, you gonna 123 00:11:08,135 --> 00:11:09,234 give it a shot, jump in? 124 00:11:09,236 --> 00:11:10,935 - Yeah, it's just-- 125 00:11:10,937 --> 00:11:13,738 such a shame, you know, a waste, really, because... 126 00:11:13,740 --> 00:11:16,274 - Mm-hmm. - I already have dysentery, so. 127 00:11:16,276 --> 00:11:17,709 - Oh, really? - Yeah. 128 00:11:17,711 --> 00:11:19,044 - Right, right. 129 00:11:19,046 --> 00:11:20,879 - You afraid? 130 00:11:20,881 --> 00:11:23,081 - Yeah. Yeah, I'm super chicken. 131 00:11:23,083 --> 00:11:25,450 Yeah, you just, like, struck fear in me, bro. 132 00:11:29,423 --> 00:11:31,356 Oh, my. 133 00:11:31,358 --> 00:11:32,357 - Well? 134 00:11:32,359 --> 00:11:33,892 - Uh, 135 00:11:33,894 --> 00:11:35,960 yeah, I can't swim. 136 00:11:35,962 --> 00:11:36,961 - What? 137 00:11:36,963 --> 00:11:39,130 - No. Yeah, see, I'm not-- 138 00:11:39,132 --> 00:11:40,398 I'm not sportif. 139 00:11:40,400 --> 00:11:41,900 - Sportif? - Yeah. 140 00:11:41,902 --> 00:11:43,301 - What the fuck does "sportif" mean? 141 00:11:57,917 --> 00:11:59,884 - Hmm. 142 00:12:00,453 --> 00:12:01,786 Are you a tree? 143 00:12:03,056 --> 00:12:04,789 - No. 144 00:12:04,791 --> 00:12:06,191 - I promise, no, no, I'm not. 145 00:12:06,193 --> 00:12:07,325 - You are. - Yes, I'm a tree. 146 00:12:07,327 --> 00:12:08,326 - You are, huh? 147 00:12:08,328 --> 00:12:09,994 - Mm-hmm. 148 00:12:16,802 --> 00:12:19,838 - Who are you? 149 00:12:21,073 --> 00:12:24,442 - Oscar wilde. 150 00:12:24,444 --> 00:12:26,277 And I'm wild for you. 151 00:12:38,057 --> 00:12:41,459 It doesn't make any fucking sense. 152 00:12:41,461 --> 00:12:45,130 - Whatever happened, whatever this is, 153 00:12:45,132 --> 00:12:46,965 we're gonna get through it, okay? 154 00:12:46,967 --> 00:12:50,335 - Just go make me a drink, okay? 155 00:12:53,339 --> 00:12:54,439 - What kind of drink? 156 00:12:54,441 --> 00:12:56,141 - Alcohol. 157 00:13:07,454 --> 00:13:09,921 - Fuck. 158 00:13:49,061 --> 00:13:51,329 - Hello? 159 00:13:58,938 --> 00:14:02,006 - Who is this? 160 00:14:03,943 --> 00:14:06,077 - If my son had never met you, 161 00:14:06,079 --> 00:14:08,213 would he have killed himself? 162 00:14:10,483 --> 00:14:12,417 Hmm? 163 00:14:15,888 --> 00:14:17,422 - You don't even know me, Meredith-- 164 00:14:17,424 --> 00:14:20,625 - I could have you taken care of, you know. 165 00:14:20,627 --> 00:14:22,360 One phone call, 166 00:14:22,362 --> 00:14:24,195 five grand, 167 00:14:24,197 --> 00:14:26,264 it would be very easy. 168 00:14:26,266 --> 00:14:28,299 - I hope that makes you feel better. 169 00:14:28,301 --> 00:14:31,169 - I don't want to feel better. 170 00:14:31,171 --> 00:14:35,340 I want you to suffer the way I'm suffering now! 171 00:14:37,644 --> 00:14:41,412 Then you didn't have to call! 172 00:15:43,576 --> 00:15:45,977 - How dare you? 173 00:15:45,979 --> 00:15:47,178 How dare you? 174 00:15:47,180 --> 00:15:49,047 - Meredith. - How dare you! 175 00:15:49,049 --> 00:15:50,048 - Meredith. 176 00:15:50,050 --> 00:15:51,582 - How dare you? 177 00:15:51,584 --> 00:15:53,584 Go on! Get away! 178 00:15:53,586 --> 00:15:54,953 How dare you? 179 00:15:54,955 --> 00:15:56,487 - Stop, Meredith, stop. 180 00:15:58,425 --> 00:15:59,557 - Meredith-- 181 00:16:41,633 --> 00:16:44,502 - you know, she only saves those sorts of greetings 182 00:16:44,504 --> 00:16:47,071 for the special few. 183 00:16:50,743 --> 00:16:54,012 Cal Faraday, 184 00:16:54,014 --> 00:16:55,546 Michael's father. 185 00:17:06,425 --> 00:17:08,559 It's not your fault, you know. 186 00:17:08,561 --> 00:17:12,063 Michael had issues you-you can't even begin imagine. 187 00:17:14,634 --> 00:17:16,801 - Your wife is 188 00:17:16,803 --> 00:17:18,369 fucking insane. 189 00:17:20,774 --> 00:17:21,773 My ex-wife. 190 00:17:21,775 --> 00:17:23,808 - Mm. 191 00:17:23,810 --> 00:17:25,810 - Not surprised she hates you. 192 00:17:25,812 --> 00:17:28,780 See, you don't know how things used to be with her and Michael. 193 00:17:28,782 --> 00:17:30,248 It was just the two of them 194 00:17:30,250 --> 00:17:32,650 in their own little world. 195 00:17:32,652 --> 00:17:34,552 No intruders welcome. 196 00:17:34,554 --> 00:17:39,223 Back then, i was the interloper. 197 00:17:39,225 --> 00:17:44,062 Yeah. My own son. 198 00:17:44,064 --> 00:17:47,799 But recently, 199 00:17:47,801 --> 00:17:50,735 he started calling again. 200 00:17:50,737 --> 00:17:55,173 Quite a lot, actually. 201 00:17:55,175 --> 00:18:00,344 Told me all about you in those calls. 202 00:18:00,346 --> 00:18:01,245 - Really? 203 00:18:01,247 --> 00:18:04,182 - He loved you, Josie. 204 00:18:04,184 --> 00:18:06,484 Thought you were smart, 205 00:18:06,486 --> 00:18:09,787 original, 206 00:18:09,789 --> 00:18:11,456 very real. 207 00:18:12,692 --> 00:18:16,727 He said your--your dad drives a tow truck? 208 00:18:16,729 --> 00:18:18,296 - Yeah. 209 00:18:18,298 --> 00:18:20,131 Yes. 210 00:18:20,133 --> 00:18:21,766 - Is there a mother in the picture? 211 00:18:27,841 --> 00:18:29,874 My dad was a--was a fisherman 212 00:18:29,876 --> 00:18:31,442 out of coos bay, Oregon. 213 00:18:31,444 --> 00:18:34,812 - Is this what Michael thought of me? 214 00:18:34,814 --> 00:18:37,849 Some kind of novelty? 215 00:18:37,851 --> 00:18:40,518 "Real"? 216 00:18:40,520 --> 00:18:45,623 That's another word for "poor," right? 217 00:18:45,625 --> 00:18:47,291 - No. 218 00:18:47,293 --> 00:18:49,727 "Real" means real. 219 00:18:49,729 --> 00:18:52,130 He loved you. 220 00:18:52,132 --> 00:18:54,499 - Yeah. 221 00:18:54,501 --> 00:18:55,766 Right. 222 00:19:04,176 --> 00:19:06,310 - I got you. 223 00:19:09,648 --> 00:19:12,683 - He left this for you. 224 00:20:20,687 --> 00:20:22,954 - Hello? 225 00:20:22,956 --> 00:20:24,655 - Get dressed. 226 00:20:24,657 --> 00:20:26,557 - How the fuck did you get my keys? 227 00:20:26,559 --> 00:20:29,560 - I took them when you were passed out in your own piss. 228 00:20:29,562 --> 00:20:32,830 Get up and get it together. People are coming over. 229 00:20:32,832 --> 00:20:33,831 - What? 230 00:20:33,833 --> 00:20:34,899 What people? 231 00:20:34,901 --> 00:20:35,967 - Your friends. 232 00:20:35,969 --> 00:20:37,835 Remember them? 233 00:20:37,837 --> 00:20:41,405 They're the people who help you get through shit like this. 234 00:20:45,478 --> 00:20:47,011 - And I was always afraid of death 235 00:20:47,013 --> 00:20:49,981 until, um, my grandfather passed. 236 00:20:49,983 --> 00:20:54,485 He was a big country music fan, and he, you know, was-- 237 00:20:54,487 --> 00:20:56,754 we always used to sing songs together. 238 00:20:56,756 --> 00:20:58,990 When he actually died, we all stood around the bed 239 00:20:58,992 --> 00:21:02,293 holding hands, singing to him. 240 00:21:02,295 --> 00:21:04,829 There was this thing when he actually passed... 241 00:25:22,888 --> 00:25:24,688 - Hi. 242 00:25:40,005 --> 00:25:43,274 - So many friends. 243 00:25:43,276 --> 00:25:46,644 Such good friends. 244 00:25:46,646 --> 00:25:49,013 "We're sorry. We're-- 245 00:25:49,015 --> 00:25:50,881 "oh--oh, we're so sorry. 246 00:25:50,883 --> 00:25:52,917 We're so sorry for your loss." 247 00:25:54,787 --> 00:25:56,754 And then they go out and 248 00:25:56,756 --> 00:25:58,188 have their teeth cleaned... 249 00:26:00,326 --> 00:26:02,092 And eat dinner. 250 00:26:20,046 --> 00:26:22,680 - Do you live here alone? 251 00:26:22,682 --> 00:26:26,617 - No, I have ghosts that keep me company. 252 00:26:28,688 --> 00:26:29,954 - You know, i--i could hear you playing 253 00:26:29,956 --> 00:26:32,056 from all the way down the street. 254 00:26:32,058 --> 00:26:33,791 - It's brahms. 255 00:26:33,793 --> 00:26:36,794 Whenever Michael had a headache, 256 00:26:36,796 --> 00:26:39,363 he always had to have his brahms. 257 00:26:41,601 --> 00:26:43,734 - He played me brahms. 258 00:26:43,736 --> 00:26:46,136 - And I played it for him, 259 00:26:46,138 --> 00:26:47,304 of course. 260 00:26:56,881 --> 00:26:59,683 - You were following me, weren't you? 261 00:26:59,685 --> 00:27:00,718 - Well, i-- 262 00:27:00,720 --> 00:27:03,787 I was worried about Michael. 263 00:27:03,789 --> 00:27:06,390 I hadn't heard from him in a little while, 264 00:27:06,392 --> 00:27:09,727 but I never thought that-- 265 00:27:15,734 --> 00:27:19,770 world's greatest pianist. 266 00:27:19,772 --> 00:27:21,739 Help yourself. 267 00:27:34,754 --> 00:27:37,988 I heard that you had drinks with the father. 268 00:27:37,990 --> 00:27:42,860 I'll assume he said many horrible things about me. 269 00:27:42,862 --> 00:27:44,895 There w--the base-- 270 00:27:44,897 --> 00:27:47,765 the--the baseball, did he tell you? 271 00:27:47,767 --> 00:27:49,066 No? 272 00:27:49,068 --> 00:27:53,003 We were in New York for a--a recital. 273 00:27:53,005 --> 00:27:55,072 And Cal and I were long since divorced, 274 00:27:55,074 --> 00:27:57,808 but he had one of those townhouses 275 00:27:57,810 --> 00:28:00,911 down on bank street. 276 00:28:00,913 --> 00:28:04,314 Between marriages, as I recall, 277 00:28:04,316 --> 00:28:06,316 briefly, of course. 278 00:28:06,318 --> 00:28:07,818 Anyway, 279 00:28:07,820 --> 00:28:11,055 he always kept this baseball on his desk. 280 00:28:11,057 --> 00:28:13,323 It was signed by all those famous players, 281 00:28:13,325 --> 00:28:15,459 you know, babe Ruth and so on. 282 00:28:15,461 --> 00:28:18,262 He fondled it while he wrote. 283 00:28:18,264 --> 00:28:20,798 Talk about freudian. 284 00:28:20,800 --> 00:28:24,301 Anyway, we were up there discussing Michael's future. 285 00:28:25,438 --> 00:28:27,337 And he got it into his head 286 00:28:27,339 --> 00:28:31,008 to throw the ball at Michael. 287 00:28:31,010 --> 00:28:33,177 "Come on! Think fast!" 288 00:28:33,179 --> 00:28:33,177 You know, m--mean, 289 00:28:33,179 --> 00:28:37,748 you know--like a common schoolyard bully. 290 00:28:37,750 --> 00:28:39,450 That's--that's 291 00:28:39,452 --> 00:28:40,951 the Jewish Hemingway for you. 292 00:28:40,953 --> 00:28:42,986 But you know what Michael did? 293 00:28:47,026 --> 00:28:50,194 He picked up the ball, 294 00:28:50,196 --> 00:28:52,463 and he threw it 295 00:28:52,465 --> 00:28:56,934 out of the window. 296 00:28:56,936 --> 00:28:59,403 I mean, talk about babe Ruth. 297 00:28:59,405 --> 00:29:01,305 You know, it was rolling down 298 00:29:01,307 --> 00:29:04,808 the gutter on bank street. 299 00:29:07,179 --> 00:29:09,747 It was fantastic. 300 00:29:24,196 --> 00:29:27,931 I guess this is what they call a ten-second rule. 301 00:29:42,347 --> 00:29:44,948 Josie? 302 00:29:44,950 --> 00:29:47,785 Por favor? 303 00:29:47,787 --> 00:29:49,853 You can relax. 304 00:29:49,855 --> 00:29:52,389 You've already made it into the lion's stomach. 305 00:29:52,391 --> 00:29:56,059 You don't have to worry about its bite. 306 00:30:01,266 --> 00:30:03,867 - What do you want to drink? 307 00:30:03,869 --> 00:30:05,936 - Alcohol. 308 00:30:18,483 --> 00:30:21,985 Thank you. 309 00:30:21,987 --> 00:30:23,987 Would you--would you-- 310 00:30:23,989 --> 00:30:27,257 put another log on the fire? 311 00:30:39,871 --> 00:30:41,471 Could you do another one? 312 00:30:41,473 --> 00:30:43,273 I'm freezing. 313 00:30:49,480 --> 00:30:52,282 Gently, gently. 314 00:30:52,284 --> 00:30:56,019 And then just open a little gap, 315 00:30:56,021 --> 00:30:59,289 about--about an inch so it'll draw. 316 00:31:30,355 --> 00:31:32,890 Josie, you can't drive in your condition. 317 00:31:32,892 --> 00:31:36,026 - I can't live in my condition. 318 00:31:50,209 --> 00:31:51,942 Ow. 319 00:32:37,255 --> 00:32:39,423 - Hey. 320 00:34:00,772 --> 00:34:03,507 "I am not sportif." 321 00:34:31,235 --> 00:34:33,737 - What are you doing? 322 00:34:33,739 --> 00:34:35,672 You have no right to go through his things, 323 00:34:35,674 --> 00:34:37,340 not without my permission. 324 00:34:37,342 --> 00:34:38,341 - I'm sorry. 325 00:34:38,343 --> 00:34:40,610 - You can see your own way out. 326 00:34:44,450 --> 00:34:46,216 - Here you go. 327 00:34:57,862 --> 00:34:59,596 - Sorry I'm late. 328 00:34:59,598 --> 00:35:04,734 - It's okay. - Had to stop at the bank. 329 00:35:04,736 --> 00:35:07,704 So. 330 00:35:07,706 --> 00:35:09,239 Listen. 331 00:35:11,209 --> 00:35:12,709 It's a thriller. 332 00:35:12,711 --> 00:35:14,344 It's very psychological. 333 00:35:14,346 --> 00:35:17,414 Sort of antonioni meets buņuel. 334 00:35:17,416 --> 00:35:22,185 A story of lovers caught in purgatory. 335 00:35:22,187 --> 00:35:24,387 It's called "in pergatoria." 336 00:35:24,389 --> 00:35:26,857 - Listen-- - you must be in it. 337 00:35:26,859 --> 00:35:28,792 I wrote it for you. 338 00:35:28,794 --> 00:35:31,595 - Jeremy, okay, 339 00:35:31,597 --> 00:35:33,630 just need one minute 340 00:35:33,632 --> 00:35:36,366 of silence to eat, 341 00:35:36,368 --> 00:35:37,667 okay? 342 00:35:37,669 --> 00:35:40,270 Friday, 5:00 A.M. 343 00:35:40,272 --> 00:35:43,540 Nod yes, and I leave. 344 00:35:46,612 --> 00:35:48,612 Nod yes... 345 00:35:51,682 --> 00:35:53,150 And I leave. 346 00:36:16,807 --> 00:36:18,775 - Hi. - Jesus. 347 00:36:18,777 --> 00:36:19,943 What are you doing here? 348 00:36:19,945 --> 00:36:21,278 - I heard you needed a model, right? 349 00:36:21,280 --> 00:36:22,212 - Yeah, but... - Yeah. 350 00:36:22,214 --> 00:36:23,880 - Not you, Josie. 351 00:36:23,882 --> 00:36:25,682 - Why? - 'Cause-- 352 00:36:25,684 --> 00:36:27,951 I'd heard about-- 353 00:36:27,953 --> 00:36:29,386 and I'm so sorry. 354 00:36:29,388 --> 00:36:30,787 - It's--yeah-- - I'm s-- 355 00:36:30,789 --> 00:36:32,889 - fine. - I'm so--you shouldn't be here. 356 00:36:32,891 --> 00:36:34,524 - I mean... - - What? 357 00:36:34,526 --> 00:36:36,526 - Josie, the way you're in-- and you should be home. 358 00:36:36,528 --> 00:36:38,461 - No. No-no-no-no-no-no-no. 359 00:36:38,463 --> 00:36:40,530 Please, I don't want to go home. - Seriously, you gotta be-- 360 00:36:40,532 --> 00:36:41,731 take care. - I don't want to--li-- 361 00:36:41,733 --> 00:36:42,832 that's the last place 362 00:36:42,834 --> 00:36:45,302 I should be right now, okay? 363 00:36:45,304 --> 00:36:46,970 So please, Phil? 364 00:36:46,972 --> 00:36:49,439 - Please. Okay? 365 00:36:49,441 --> 00:36:50,807 - O--okay. - Please--yes? 366 00:36:50,809 --> 00:36:52,409 Thank you, thank you, thank you. 367 00:36:52,411 --> 00:36:53,843 Oh, my gosh. 368 00:37:12,898 --> 00:37:16,233 It's actually not that boring. - Hmm. 369 00:37:16,235 --> 00:37:19,002 Bach believed the world made sense. 370 00:37:19,004 --> 00:37:23,273 He believed in god. 371 00:37:23,275 --> 00:37:25,842 Now-- listen to brahms. 372 00:37:25,844 --> 00:37:27,544 Let me play you some of him. 373 00:38:08,286 --> 00:38:11,054 - How did you find me here? 374 00:38:11,056 --> 00:38:13,290 - I just wanted to apologize 375 00:38:13,292 --> 00:38:15,058 for the way i spoke to you this morning. 376 00:38:15,060 --> 00:38:16,793 It wasn't right. 377 00:38:16,795 --> 00:38:20,597 It's just--it's-- everything's just-- 378 00:38:20,599 --> 00:38:22,999 you know. 379 00:38:23,001 --> 00:38:24,067 But I could buy you lunch. 380 00:38:24,069 --> 00:38:25,068 - Not hungry. 381 00:38:25,070 --> 00:38:27,537 - Drink? 382 00:38:27,539 --> 00:38:30,073 I know you're as hungover as I am. 383 00:38:30,075 --> 00:38:32,909 Hair of the dog, for Michael? 384 00:38:37,849 --> 00:38:39,816 Thank you. 385 00:38:42,754 --> 00:38:45,588 - Thanks. 386 00:38:53,731 --> 00:38:53,730 So 387 00:38:53,732 --> 00:38:58,968 did you ever take Michael to lunches like these? 388 00:38:58,970 --> 00:39:00,070 - Uh, 389 00:39:00,072 --> 00:39:03,473 when he was a little boy, yes. 390 00:39:03,475 --> 00:39:04,908 But later on he couldn't bear it, 391 00:39:04,910 --> 00:39:06,543 too many fat cats. 392 00:39:06,545 --> 00:39:09,379 I bet he never once took you to a decent restaurant. 393 00:39:09,381 --> 00:39:11,014 - Mm. 394 00:39:11,016 --> 00:39:13,016 No. 395 00:39:13,018 --> 00:39:14,751 - We mainly just ate at home. 396 00:39:14,753 --> 00:39:16,419 You poor thing. 397 00:39:16,421 --> 00:39:17,954 Michael couldn't boil water. 398 00:39:25,529 --> 00:39:27,664 - Michael was a great cook, 399 00:39:27,666 --> 00:39:29,866 actually. 400 00:39:31,001 --> 00:39:33,970 He had all these cookbooks. 401 00:39:33,972 --> 00:39:38,575 We even had this little garden with, like, herbs and stuff. 402 00:39:38,577 --> 00:39:42,112 Once he cooked a whole fish 403 00:39:42,114 --> 00:39:44,748 from the Chinese market, 404 00:39:44,750 --> 00:39:48,151 with the head and the tail still on. 405 00:39:48,153 --> 00:39:49,686 - Mm. 406 00:39:49,688 --> 00:39:51,955 - We even ate the eyeballs. 407 00:39:51,957 --> 00:39:55,158 And the cheeks. 408 00:39:55,160 --> 00:39:58,661 That's the delicacy. 409 00:40:00,564 --> 00:40:02,132 - Do you think it's awful that I 410 00:40:02,134 --> 00:40:04,534 didn't know my own son any better? 411 00:40:07,138 --> 00:40:08,838 - I-- 412 00:40:08,840 --> 00:40:10,106 I don't think 413 00:40:10,108 --> 00:40:14,744 anybody knows everything about somebody. 414 00:40:14,746 --> 00:40:16,813 - Excuse me. 415 00:40:16,815 --> 00:40:18,615 You're Meredith loewy, aren't you? 416 00:40:18,617 --> 00:40:19,849 - Yes. 417 00:40:19,851 --> 00:40:21,718 - I saw you in San Francisco last year. 418 00:40:21,720 --> 00:40:24,454 You were amazing. - Oh, thank you. 419 00:40:24,456 --> 00:40:25,889 Thank you so much. That's very kind. 420 00:40:25,891 --> 00:40:28,591 - Are you planning on being on tour anytime soon? 421 00:40:28,593 --> 00:40:30,593 - Uh, yes, very soon, in fact. 422 00:40:30,595 --> 00:40:33,997 - I look forward to it. 423 00:40:33,999 --> 00:40:37,534 I was very sorry to hear about your son. 424 00:40:39,069 --> 00:40:41,204 - Thank you. 425 00:40:49,448 --> 00:40:51,548 - Must be nice, 426 00:40:51,550 --> 00:40:53,116 people respecting you like that. 427 00:40:53,118 --> 00:40:55,485 - Yes, it would appear that way to you, wouldn't it? 428 00:41:01,058 --> 00:41:02,859 - So do you date? 429 00:41:02,861 --> 00:41:05,228 - Date? 430 00:41:05,230 --> 00:41:08,064 - Dating, to date somebody? 431 00:41:08,066 --> 00:41:09,966 I mean, that guy was pretty hot. 432 00:41:09,968 --> 00:41:13,937 - That's a little juvenile, don't you think? 433 00:41:13,939 --> 00:41:16,139 - So I guess not? 434 00:41:16,141 --> 00:41:18,475 - Well, I'm--I'm not celibate. 435 00:41:18,477 --> 00:41:19,909 - Michael thought you were. 436 00:41:19,911 --> 00:41:22,078 - I didn't wave my relationships under his nose. 437 00:41:24,716 --> 00:41:27,150 I once had an affair with a Czech violinist. 438 00:41:27,152 --> 00:41:29,953 He was impossible. 439 00:41:29,955 --> 00:41:31,855 Should I have forced my sex life on him? 440 00:41:31,857 --> 00:41:33,256 Would that have been less oedipal? 441 00:41:33,258 --> 00:41:35,091 More? 442 00:41:35,093 --> 00:41:37,594 I don't know. 443 00:41:37,596 --> 00:41:40,663 I was all he had. 444 00:41:46,971 --> 00:41:49,839 Josie, I'd like to ask you a favor. 445 00:41:49,841 --> 00:41:53,810 I'd like to see where Michael lived. 446 00:41:53,812 --> 00:41:56,246 He's gone. I just want to see. 447 00:41:56,248 --> 00:42:00,683 - Yeah, that-- 448 00:42:00,685 --> 00:42:02,218 that's why you're being so nice to me... 449 00:42:02,220 --> 00:42:03,753 - Josie... - Right? 450 00:42:03,755 --> 00:42:05,822 - People say things when they're upset. 451 00:42:05,824 --> 00:42:07,257 - Do. 452 00:42:07,259 --> 00:42:08,591 I think you meant to say, 453 00:42:08,593 --> 00:42:11,995 people do things when they're upset. 454 00:42:15,600 --> 00:42:18,768 Well. 455 00:42:21,005 --> 00:42:24,274 You remind me of Michael. 456 00:42:24,276 --> 00:42:26,009 Very pigheaded. 457 00:42:28,212 --> 00:42:29,746 Oh, come on. 458 00:42:29,748 --> 00:42:31,548 I'm just asking to see it, for Christ sake. 459 00:42:31,550 --> 00:42:34,150 I'm not asking to move in. 460 00:42:34,152 --> 00:42:35,718 Hmm? 461 00:42:50,000 --> 00:42:51,935 - You could, uh, 462 00:42:51,937 --> 00:42:54,938 take your coat off if you want. 463 00:43:12,957 --> 00:43:16,225 - He was always so gifted with portraiture. 464 00:43:19,163 --> 00:43:20,597 Hmm. 465 00:43:41,685 --> 00:43:44,354 We loved this. 466 00:43:44,356 --> 00:43:45,822 May I have this? 467 00:43:45,824 --> 00:43:48,057 - This isn't a shopping trip. 468 00:44:02,640 --> 00:44:03,873 Hey, hey. 469 00:44:03,875 --> 00:44:06,009 Those are his private journals. 470 00:44:06,011 --> 00:44:07,210 - They're just artifacts now, Josie-- 471 00:44:07,212 --> 00:44:09,178 - please. 472 00:44:10,414 --> 00:44:12,782 - It's your house. 473 00:44:38,776 --> 00:44:40,076 "Seņor music"? 474 00:44:40,078 --> 00:44:43,012 - Um, yeah, Michael used to play piano 475 00:44:43,014 --> 00:44:44,814 for, like, kids' dance classes, 476 00:44:44,816 --> 00:44:47,784 so they called him seņor music. 477 00:44:47,786 --> 00:44:49,318 - Michael? 478 00:44:51,222 --> 00:44:53,423 Michael abhorred children. 479 00:44:53,425 --> 00:44:57,160 - He didn't hate children. 480 00:44:57,162 --> 00:44:59,762 We even talked about having a baby. 481 00:44:59,764 --> 00:45:02,699 - Well, thank god for small mercies. 482 00:45:14,178 --> 00:45:16,779 - Cut. 483 00:45:16,781 --> 00:45:18,981 Kay, I need my viewfinder. 484 00:46:01,291 --> 00:46:03,860 - It's lighter, it's lighter Freud. 485 00:46:03,862 --> 00:46:06,429 Emotionally, it's 486 00:46:06,431 --> 00:46:08,431 relatively a joke. 487 00:46:20,979 --> 00:46:23,412 This, this one here. Mm-hmm. 488 00:47:48,198 --> 00:47:49,332 - Hello? 489 00:47:49,334 --> 00:47:51,234 - It's Josie. 490 00:47:51,236 --> 00:47:53,469 - Josie? 491 00:47:53,471 --> 00:47:55,004 Josie, it's--it's late. 492 00:47:55,006 --> 00:47:57,506 - You said to call if I ever needed you, 493 00:47:57,508 --> 00:48:01,377 and I fucking need you, Cal. 494 00:48:01,379 --> 00:48:03,546 Meredith. 495 00:48:03,548 --> 00:48:04,614 Meredith, 496 00:48:04,616 --> 00:48:07,016 she took everything. 497 00:49:19,489 --> 00:49:21,991 - I don't have anyone to call. 498 00:49:23,428 --> 00:49:24,293 - No one. 499 00:49:28,532 --> 00:49:30,967 Please, Cal, please, 500 00:49:30,969 --> 00:49:33,369 would you call her for me? 501 00:49:33,371 --> 00:49:36,005 Okay, please? 502 00:49:36,007 --> 00:49:39,342 - Look, th-there's nothing I can do. 503 00:49:39,344 --> 00:49:42,311 And even if I called her, she wouldn't listen to me. 504 00:49:42,313 --> 00:49:45,514 Josie, look, it's the middle of the night. 505 00:49:45,516 --> 00:49:49,051 Let's talk in the morning, and I'll try to help, okay? 506 00:49:49,053 --> 00:49:51,087 - Yeah. 507 00:49:51,089 --> 00:49:52,989 Oh, yeah, yeah, totally. 508 00:49:52,991 --> 00:49:55,124 Yeah, you get some sleep, okay? 509 00:49:55,126 --> 00:49:58,127 You get some good fucking sleep, okay? 510 00:52:05,857 --> 00:52:08,124 - Yes? 511 00:52:08,126 --> 00:52:10,359 Ms. loewy is sleeping. 512 00:52:10,361 --> 00:52:13,863 Oh, no, no. All concerts are canceled. 513 00:52:13,865 --> 00:52:16,465 Mm-hmm. 514 00:52:16,467 --> 00:52:17,666 Thank you. 515 00:55:13,677 --> 00:55:19,381 I fucked him in this bed, Meredith. 516 00:55:19,383 --> 00:55:21,817 Your bed. 517 00:55:50,448 --> 00:55:52,514 Bitch. 518 00:56:54,677 --> 00:56:56,812 - We have a dress for you already. 519 00:56:56,814 --> 00:56:58,180 - No. 520 00:56:58,182 --> 00:57:01,116 This is the dress. 521 00:57:01,118 --> 00:57:03,152 - But, uh... - Jeremy. 522 00:57:03,154 --> 00:57:04,686 I haven't slept in two days. 523 00:57:04,688 --> 00:57:07,589 - Okay. - Please, respect my process. 524 00:57:09,959 --> 00:57:11,927 Hey, what's up? 525 00:59:55,292 --> 00:59:58,026 You're gonna have to do better than that, Meredith! 526 00:59:58,028 --> 01:00:01,229 You're gonna have to fucking kill me! 527 01:00:50,114 --> 01:00:52,347 Guy's following me and now he's at my fucking house. 528 01:00:52,349 --> 01:00:54,116 - Josie, don't be crazy. 529 01:00:54,118 --> 01:00:56,118 You know she's not gonna take a hit out on you. 530 01:00:56,120 --> 01:00:57,819 Jo-Josie, I'm coming to you. 531 01:00:57,821 --> 01:00:59,287 Where are you? Tell me right now. 532 01:00:59,289 --> 01:01:01,056 - No, I'm sorry, I got to go. I got to go. 533 01:01:01,058 --> 01:01:02,124 - Look, Josie-- 534 01:01:17,241 --> 01:01:19,241 - oh. 535 01:01:22,346 --> 01:01:23,679 Loewy residence. 536 01:01:23,681 --> 01:01:25,947 - It's Josie Tyrell. 537 01:01:25,949 --> 01:01:29,418 - Thank you, Margaret. 538 01:01:29,420 --> 01:01:31,019 What do you want, Josie? 539 01:01:31,021 --> 01:01:32,821 - What happened, Meredith? 540 01:01:32,823 --> 01:01:34,856 Did your foot slip off the gas pedal? 541 01:01:34,858 --> 01:01:37,259 Couldn't follow through, huh? 542 01:01:39,430 --> 01:01:41,863 And now the guy with the flattop 543 01:01:41,865 --> 01:01:43,298 in the fucking car? 544 01:01:43,300 --> 01:01:45,400 - Your imagination is running away with you, child. 545 01:01:45,402 --> 01:01:46,768 - Listen, Meredith, 546 01:01:46,770 --> 01:01:48,870 I told people 547 01:01:48,872 --> 01:01:51,339 about this, okay? 548 01:01:51,341 --> 01:01:54,876 So if I disappear, 549 01:01:54,878 --> 01:01:55,877 they'll know. 550 01:01:55,879 --> 01:01:57,212 - Good-bye, Josie. 551 01:01:57,214 --> 01:01:59,281 - No, wait! Wait-wait-wait, wait. 552 01:02:04,788 --> 01:02:08,023 Shh. Shh-shh-shh-shh-shh. 553 01:02:08,025 --> 01:02:11,093 Josie. 554 01:02:11,095 --> 01:02:13,428 Josie, listen, let's ju-- let's just 555 01:02:13,430 --> 01:02:16,298 call a truce, okay? 556 01:02:16,300 --> 01:02:18,900 We're even. 557 01:02:18,902 --> 01:02:20,902 How much more can we possibly hurt each other? 558 01:02:20,904 --> 01:02:23,438 I can't take any more. Can you? 559 01:02:23,440 --> 01:02:25,173 Huh? 560 01:02:25,175 --> 01:02:29,444 Josie, I shouldn't have taken your things. 561 01:02:29,446 --> 01:02:32,981 I took it too far. 562 01:02:34,884 --> 01:02:37,886 - I just want his-- 563 01:02:37,888 --> 01:02:39,821 I just want his journals back. 564 01:02:39,823 --> 01:02:41,857 Please? 565 01:02:41,859 --> 01:02:44,025 - Just tell me where you are, 566 01:02:44,027 --> 01:02:45,193 and I'll come to you. 567 01:02:45,195 --> 01:02:47,129 I'll bring you the journals. 568 01:02:47,131 --> 01:02:50,398 Tell me where you are, and I'll bring them to you. 569 01:03:55,598 --> 01:03:59,401 - Where are the rest of them? 570 01:03:59,403 --> 01:04:02,103 - Stolis all around, ladies? 571 01:04:05,474 --> 01:04:08,076 - What do you want from me? 572 01:04:21,858 --> 01:04:23,291 - Did Michael ever tell you 573 01:04:23,293 --> 01:04:26,294 what happened to me when I was your age? 574 01:04:26,296 --> 01:04:28,597 I had been working with Rudolf serkin 575 01:04:28,599 --> 01:04:31,199 at Curtis, just before he died. 576 01:04:31,201 --> 01:04:32,334 - Who? 577 01:04:32,336 --> 01:04:34,603 - Um, he-he was a very great pianist, 578 01:04:34,605 --> 01:04:37,339 one of the greatest of his time. 579 01:04:37,341 --> 01:04:40,108 And he was performing at carnegie hall 580 01:04:40,110 --> 01:04:42,644 with the Philadelphia orchestra, 581 01:04:42,646 --> 01:04:45,113 brahms' second. 582 01:04:45,115 --> 01:04:47,949 But he got sick, i don't remember with what. 583 01:04:47,951 --> 01:04:51,119 And he recommended me 584 01:04:51,121 --> 01:04:52,554 to ormandy to replace him. 585 01:04:54,224 --> 01:04:56,524 I was 21. 586 01:04:56,526 --> 01:04:58,493 One day's notice. 587 01:04:58,495 --> 01:05:00,362 The brahms' second. 588 01:05:00,364 --> 01:05:02,931 I--it's a-- it's a monster concerto. 589 01:05:02,933 --> 01:05:04,933 It's a huge responsibility. 590 01:05:04,935 --> 01:05:06,368 One day's notice. 591 01:05:06,370 --> 01:05:08,136 It was like one of those old movies, you know, 592 01:05:08,138 --> 01:05:10,238 where the star breaks her ankle 593 01:05:10,240 --> 01:05:12,007 and the girl gets her big chance. 594 01:05:14,511 --> 01:05:16,211 I was so nervous. Oh. 595 01:05:16,213 --> 01:05:19,147 I threw up before the concert. 596 01:05:19,149 --> 01:05:22,484 But when I went out there... 597 01:05:24,621 --> 01:05:27,956 Something else 598 01:05:27,958 --> 01:05:30,125 took over. 599 01:05:30,127 --> 01:05:31,526 It was--it was like 600 01:05:31,528 --> 01:05:35,964 being lifted up on wings. 601 01:05:35,966 --> 01:05:39,167 Harold schonberg called me a goddess. 602 01:05:39,169 --> 01:05:41,069 Hurok signed me the following morning. 603 01:05:41,071 --> 01:05:43,038 Within a week, he'd organized a tour. 604 01:05:43,040 --> 01:05:46,041 It was like being in the nose cone of a rocket, 605 01:05:46,043 --> 01:05:49,311 the--the momentum, you know, how fast it all came. 606 01:05:49,313 --> 01:05:50,445 It was... 607 01:05:53,684 --> 01:05:56,685 Incredible. 608 01:05:56,687 --> 01:05:58,954 Everything I'd worked for 609 01:05:58,956 --> 01:06:02,724 since I was four years old. 610 01:06:20,476 --> 01:06:25,046 My father drowned himself in our pool a week later. 611 01:06:28,051 --> 01:06:32,053 Couldn't even wait till I got home. 612 01:06:32,055 --> 01:06:34,389 He always had to be the star. 613 01:06:39,763 --> 01:06:42,364 I didn't go to the funeral. 614 01:06:42,366 --> 01:06:45,367 I--i just--i toured. I stayed in hotels. 615 01:06:45,369 --> 01:06:48,370 I was playing with all of the great orchestras, 616 01:06:48,372 --> 01:06:53,608 and I couldn't stand to be by myself in a room. 617 01:06:53,610 --> 01:06:55,610 And then I met Calvin, 618 01:06:55,612 --> 01:06:59,114 thought I could put all of that loneliness behind me. 619 01:06:59,116 --> 01:07:02,617 - Yeah, good luck with that. 620 01:07:07,223 --> 01:07:09,124 Josie... 621 01:07:12,094 --> 01:07:14,629 I know you loved him, 622 01:07:14,631 --> 01:07:17,532 like I did, 623 01:07:17,534 --> 01:07:20,101 and I know you've lost, 624 01:07:20,103 --> 01:07:22,137 like I have. 625 01:07:26,242 --> 01:07:28,510 Would you consider 626 01:07:28,512 --> 01:07:31,679 coming to stay with me for a little while? 627 01:07:34,784 --> 01:07:37,685 I'm so tired of being alone. 628 01:07:37,687 --> 01:07:39,554 I-- 629 01:07:41,157 --> 01:07:42,190 I can't do it anymore. 630 01:07:42,192 --> 01:07:44,292 I ju--i--i can't. 631 01:07:44,294 --> 01:07:47,095 I just--i can't, i-- 632 01:07:49,299 --> 01:07:52,434 I'll give you the rest of them. 633 01:07:52,436 --> 01:07:54,169 Please? 634 01:07:55,838 --> 01:07:58,673 I'll give you everything I have. 635 01:08:35,711 --> 01:08:36,845 - Wait, there! 636 01:08:36,847 --> 01:08:39,714 Oh, my god... 637 01:08:39,716 --> 01:08:41,683 Oh, fuck, it's still breathing. 638 01:08:43,854 --> 01:08:45,653 Michael! 639 01:08:45,655 --> 01:08:48,189 What's wrong with you? Michael, what do we do? 640 01:08:49,426 --> 01:08:50,592 Michael! 641 01:08:56,867 --> 01:09:00,735 Why do I have to do fucking everything? 642 01:09:20,323 --> 01:09:23,725 It's all my fault. 643 01:09:23,727 --> 01:09:25,860 All my fault. 644 01:09:25,862 --> 01:09:28,329 I was so mean to him. 645 01:11:31,720 --> 01:11:33,454 - May I help you? 646 01:11:38,995 --> 01:11:40,928 - Are you fucking shitting me? 647 01:11:40,930 --> 01:11:42,797 I'm over here all worried about you and shit, 648 01:11:42,799 --> 01:11:46,034 and I find you here like this, a little fucking Princess? 649 01:11:46,036 --> 01:11:48,503 - I'm very sick, pen. 650 01:11:48,505 --> 01:11:50,071 Meredith is taking care of me now. 651 01:11:50,073 --> 01:11:52,073 - Are you hearing yourself? 652 01:11:52,075 --> 01:11:53,775 Jesus. 653 01:11:53,777 --> 01:11:56,511 You saw her that night, and suddenly you're sick? 654 01:11:56,513 --> 01:11:58,379 Don't you think that's a little suspicious? 655 01:11:58,381 --> 01:12:01,983 What if she's, like, poisoning you or some shit? 656 01:12:01,985 --> 01:12:04,752 - I don't really care if she is. 657 01:12:04,754 --> 01:12:06,754 I'm so tired of my life. 658 01:12:06,756 --> 01:12:08,056 - Don't say that. 659 01:12:08,058 --> 01:12:09,857 You're depressed, okay? 660 01:12:09,859 --> 01:12:10,992 You're depressed, 661 01:12:10,994 --> 01:12:13,861 but this fucking house? Shit. 662 01:12:13,863 --> 01:12:15,463 It's a fucking creep factory. 663 01:12:15,465 --> 01:12:16,597 - Guess what? 664 01:12:16,599 --> 01:12:19,500 I like being in this house. 665 01:12:19,502 --> 01:12:21,569 It makes me feel closer to him. 666 01:12:21,571 --> 01:12:22,904 It smells like him. 667 01:12:22,906 --> 01:12:24,739 - He's dead, Josephine. 668 01:12:24,741 --> 01:12:25,740 He's dead. 669 01:12:49,566 --> 01:12:51,866 - Hey, it's pen. You know what to do-- 670 01:18:58,434 --> 01:19:00,267 - go to your broken heart. 671 01:19:00,269 --> 01:19:03,037 If you think you don't have one, get one. 672 01:19:03,039 --> 01:19:05,072 To get one, be Sincere. 673 01:19:05,074 --> 01:19:07,041 Learn sincerity of intent... - Learn sincerity of... 674 01:19:07,043 --> 01:19:08,442 - By letting life enter... - By letting life enter-- 675 01:19:08,444 --> 01:19:10,177 what is this? - Shh. 676 01:19:10,179 --> 01:19:12,046 Because you're helpless, really, to do otherwise. 677 01:19:12,048 --> 01:19:14,081 Poem by Jack hirschman. - This is the guy that-- 678 01:19:14,083 --> 01:19:16,183 - after the beep, leave a message for Josie or Michael. 679 01:19:16,185 --> 01:19:18,185 - Michael, that is terrible! 680 01:19:22,924 --> 01:19:24,925 - It's interesting, isn't it, that he said, 681 01:19:24,927 --> 01:19:27,328 "Josie or Michael." 682 01:19:27,330 --> 01:19:31,065 Didn't say, "Josie and Michael." 683 01:19:33,169 --> 01:19:35,169 Josie, think of how you will feel one day 684 01:19:35,171 --> 01:19:38,506 when you have a-- a screaming child on your hip 685 01:19:38,508 --> 01:19:40,941 and you look at out the laundry in your yard 686 01:19:40,943 --> 01:19:42,843 and you think, 687 01:19:42,845 --> 01:19:47,181 "i could have had a different life." 688 01:19:47,183 --> 01:19:50,518 I'm offering you that life, Josie. 689 01:19:50,520 --> 01:19:53,387 All I want in return 690 01:19:53,389 --> 01:19:56,323 is you. 691 01:21:04,192 --> 01:21:06,927 - Hello? 692 01:21:13,468 --> 01:21:14,602 - May I help you? 693 01:21:14,604 --> 01:21:16,570 - Yes, I would like a room. 694 01:21:16,572 --> 01:21:18,873 - How many nights? 695 01:21:18,875 --> 01:21:21,075 - I'm not sure yet. 696 01:21:21,077 --> 01:21:23,210 - Long day driving? 697 01:21:23,212 --> 01:21:24,478 - Yeah. 698 01:21:24,480 --> 01:21:27,948 - Mm, these roads are hazardous at night. 699 01:21:27,950 --> 01:21:32,219 Those white lines become hypnotizers. 700 01:21:35,490 --> 01:21:39,660 - About eight weeks ago, um, 701 01:21:39,662 --> 01:21:42,930 a boy checked in here. 702 01:21:42,932 --> 01:21:46,400 He registered under the name Oscar wilde. 703 01:21:49,371 --> 01:21:53,007 I'd like to know how many nights he stayed. 704 01:21:54,109 --> 01:21:57,144 I know he stayed here. 705 01:22:03,351 --> 01:22:05,085 - Room nine is nice. 706 01:22:05,087 --> 01:22:06,654 Gerta just cleaned it. 707 01:22:06,656 --> 01:22:09,957 35 a night, cash only. 708 01:23:24,032 --> 01:23:26,266 - Hi. 709 01:23:29,004 --> 01:23:30,237 What's your name? 710 01:23:30,239 --> 01:23:31,472 - Gerta. 711 01:23:31,474 --> 01:23:33,007 - Gerta. 712 01:23:33,009 --> 01:23:36,010 I'm Josie. 713 01:23:36,012 --> 01:23:39,380 You want to come outside for a second? 714 01:23:39,382 --> 01:23:39,380 - Uh, 715 01:23:39,382 --> 01:23:44,318 she locks everything at night. 716 01:23:50,625 --> 01:23:52,259 - Can I ask you 717 01:23:52,261 --> 01:23:56,630 about the boy who stayed here? 718 01:23:56,632 --> 01:23:58,465 - To me, he is Oscar. 719 01:23:58,467 --> 01:24:02,102 - Yeah, he liked Oscar wilde a lot. 720 01:24:02,104 --> 01:24:04,638 But, uh, his real name was Michael. 721 01:24:04,640 --> 01:24:07,441 - Michael. 722 01:24:08,676 --> 01:24:11,412 He speak German, 723 01:24:11,414 --> 01:24:14,214 like a viennese. 724 01:24:23,258 --> 01:24:24,625 I-- 725 01:24:24,627 --> 01:24:27,227 I found him. 726 01:24:27,229 --> 01:24:29,797 I--i-- 727 01:24:29,799 --> 01:24:31,465 I found him. 728 01:24:31,467 --> 01:24:33,333 - I'm so sorry. 729 01:24:33,335 --> 01:24:35,502 - After police go... - I'm so sorry. 730 01:24:35,504 --> 01:24:37,371 - Then I must clean. 731 01:24:37,373 --> 01:24:40,240 She make me. 732 01:24:59,627 --> 01:25:02,129 Room seven. 733 01:29:39,074 --> 01:29:42,442 - Listen, um, 734 01:29:42,444 --> 01:29:44,978 I don't really know what's going on here, 735 01:29:44,980 --> 01:29:46,980 but I'm leaving. 736 01:29:46,982 --> 01:29:49,116 I don't know where exactly, 737 01:29:49,118 --> 01:29:51,151 but I'm gonna start over. 738 01:29:53,989 --> 01:29:55,856 - Come with me. 739 01:29:59,561 --> 01:30:01,828 - Bitte. Please. 740 01:30:01,830 --> 01:30:04,398 I cannot.